Hurricane in Heels

The Consent

I was in school,
When he came up to me
Saying "I love you,
And you belong to me."

I was only fourteen,
In love, I had never been.
I was just a kid,
celebrating Halloween.

He said I belonged to him,
And thus I should obey him.
I used to disappear whenever I saw him near,
I felt nothing for him except for fear.

One fine day, he ringed my phone,
"Get ready for a date" said the dominating tone.
Remember I had to obey everything he said?
Without any wait, I had to go on the date.

He took me to his place to watch his favourite film.
Little did I know he actually meant porn films.
He said, my innocence didn't please him,
Those words said, I knew what was coming.

I realized I should leave,
But it was too late.
He pinned me to the wall,
And started biting my neck.

I wanted people to know I was nice,
How did I not know it came with a price?
I didn't want to be nice anymore,
I bit his arm and rushed to the door.

I wasn't a fool to try to escape,
But I should have tried to play this safe.
He caught hold of me and turned me around,
He was furious now, by the way he sound.

He hit me once, he hit me twice.
He put me on the bed, and stripped me with a knife.
I shouted and screamed, but I wasn't heard.
I struggled to move, but I was a caged bird.

Tears rolled down my cheeks,
I had never felt so weak.
He was my master, I was his slave
I was his prey, which couldn't be saved

I came home shaking violently,
My body didn't feel like it belonged to me.
That day I didn't just lose my virginity,
What I had lost was actually me.