13 Sept ( 2 zero 1 eight )
so yeah!
i love her hahaha.
i still tak sangka yg crush tu , love me!
hahaha so happy . ofcourse happy!
so what happen today?
hmm ape eh? hahaha.
okay!
tak semua i akan share ok!
ade privacy jgak hahaha
so. canne kehidupan dgn crush ?
sgt happy. so happy.
and she's soooo cute wuahhhh. why she's so cute!
i love her.
ape dia buat, mesti cute!!
CUTE tu i punye. awk MACHO! haish 😭
geramlaa. hahaha.
and tadi, saje nak buat org jelous eh.
so , i ni saje pretend tak jelous pun.
dalam hati, hmmm rasa nak hempuk kepala dia.
suka² je nak ckp pasal org lain dekat i hahahaha.
But i know, dia gurau je.
dia dan gurauan memang takkan boleh pisah ish ish ish.
bukan i tak jelous, jelous jgak. tapi berpadah² ye dok? hahaha. kan. i tahu dia gurau je hmm 😒
hahaha.
and yeah!
ape lagi?
anddd....
how i can "fallin'in love " dgn dia? hahaha
even sebelum ni rasa annoying gila kat dia.
Dahlaah asyik nak kenekan org,
Annoying!
suka kacau org,
but how i boleh terCrush kat dia tu hm 😂
nope. i dont know.
I rasa selesa dgn dia.
dia baik. soft. sangat baik.
fyi my heart, i dah lama crush kat u.
i tak ingat bila.
and dah lama nak bagitahu kat dia ,
" weh. awk sbnrnye crush sy. i like u . serious "
HAHHA. dah lama nak bagitahu macam tu.
but i know, who i am . just friend at that time.
AND SHE PERNAH REJECT ME. tanpa sedar.
HAHAHAHA. i broken gila masa tu.
ingat tak bila u kata,
yg i ni penting untuk u? lebih dari kawan?
i gembira ok! masa tu sgt gembira.
ok at that time , i want to tell u bout my feeling.
AND KORANG NAK TAHU?!
dia kata ...
" u tu adik kesayangan i "
hm hahahahahahhahaa
tu ape. hahahahhaha duh broken .
i ape lagi, hmm brokeeenn. and gelak je laa.
ok Hania. kau mcm adik je sekarang hahaha.
masa tu laa. lama dah. tak ingat bila.
and masa tu,
i fikir that i should give up je la.
tak yah ah crush kat dia lagi.
stop la.
and i anggap dia macam kawan je.
masa tu. haih hahaha.
at that time,
i fikir.
ok Hania. stop. jangan fikir pasal dia. jangan ingat pasal dia.
BUT I CANT . ok. I CANT. ish geramlaa.
but.. ade masa tu..
crush ni just suke je en. rasa suka je en.
and ade masa tu..
i realized that i love her.
ada jadi something, yg dia buat hahahahha
i ternangis hahahaha
so i macam " hey wut! why! nape aku ni. tetibe macam ni. "
entah nape sakit sgt. i masuk bilik, kunci. baring. nangis hahahahaha. hahahha.
awk tak tahu kan? hah skrg tahu hahaha.
dan i sedar " oh my! hania, u love her. Hania. u love her "
serious. ni betul terjadi. yg i pun keliru masa tu.
tapi i pendam.
and lepas tu,
i taknak layan dia.
i ade niat nak hilang dari dia sbb perasaan ni.
sebab dia masa tu pun still ade relay with someone.
so. yeah! so i should go. right?
BUT I CANT . i miss her damn much.
and takleh jugak nak go go away hahaha.
whatsapp je la. layan je la.
and yeah!
complicated sgt. i just tunggu peluang ade nak confess. dan 11 sept tu dah ade keberanian hahahahaha.
love her so much.
I love youuu, Fcrush!
so much.
i dont wnt u to be sad.
please. be happy.
jangan rasa something yg tak baik eh.
I always love you.
I'll never leave u alone.
I tak menjanjikan apa² .
i tak janji yg i boleh selamanya dgn u.
hati manusia kita tak tahu.
tak tahu ape jadi esok.
but i tahu yg i cintakan awk sgt²
okay?
dont worry.
apepun jadi.
i'll be with u.
i'll support what u do.
i akan sokong.
i cuba ade bila u need me.
okay?
I love you so much.
i nak awk tahu tu. okaayy??
Love ya!! ❤
FCrush💕
