Destiel One Shots

Ill Never Stop Loving You

This story is about Dean and Castiel ending on bad terms and finding each other again back at the same college campus.
These are their stories. *DUN DUN*

Castiel's Side
I loved him...
From the moment I laid eyes on him in homeroom of freshman year, I knew, I loved him...
It took a while, but I was finally able to talk to him. He was humming a song to himself that I had reconized. He mumbled the words "Don't you cry no more" to himself and I told him he was a really good singer. He told me he was thinking about joining the school choir and I told him he should. We soon started talking and over time, we became friends. He had a girlfriend at the time, but I didn't care, I loved him... but I didn't know he never truly loved me...

Castiel sat at his desk as he stared out of the window thinking about all of the good memories he had with Dean. 4 years they were in on and off of love-hate relationships. Filled with all of them of Castiel getting hurt. Even when they weren't talking, Castiel was still hurt when he moved on to someone else from another girl. They were always girls...

WHY DID THEY HAVE TO BE GIRLS!?! Castiel thought as he slammed his fist onto the desk.

"WAS I NEVER GOOD ENOUGH?!" He screamed, throwing everything off of his desk in one clean swipe. Then, he remembered that one time in Junior year when Castiel had Dean over at his house and they were suppose to be studying...

Castiel had lead Dean into his room with their books so they could get ready for the Math exam they had next week. As Castiel set the books on the desk so they could study. While he wasn't looking, Dean had closed and locked the door behind him. As Castiel turned around, he was met with Dean's lips on his. Castiel jumped back from being surprised, but melted into the kiss instead. He wrapped his arms around Dean's neck as Dean wrapped his arms around Castiel's waist. The kiss moved from a passionate kiss to a more heated make out session. Dean swept the books off with his arm in one quick movement and placed Castiel on to the desk, getting in top of him and kissing down his neck and collarbone.

Castiel felt a tear go down his cheek before he shook the memory out of his head. His mother always told him to never dwell in the past, because then you'll never have time to look at the future. But he just couldn't hold it in anymore. The first man he ever loved, back on campus with him. It's only been a few months since they last saw each other. 7 to be exact. And every day, every damn, god forsaken day, Castiel thought about Dean at least for more than half.

Those beautiful eyes, those spring grass green that they are, they're like two oceans, and I'm someone who's just learning how to swim. Every time I test the waters, I feel myself drowning...
I was truly in love with him...

I just can't believe he didn't love me back...

Dean's Side
I was never good enough for him. He is this innocent, beautiful man, and I cant let myself drag him down. He doesn't deserve that. I'm no good for him. I never was. I loved him, and I knew he loved me, but my dad would've never approved of it. I know, I shouldn't care about that, I should be with who makes me happy, but it doesn't work like that. I miss him, I miss holding him in my arms, I miss hearing his little giggle, his breath quicken when I kissed his neck, his eyes widen when he'd see me, dancing with him at Prom, with the slow songs being nothing but muffled because I was too busy paying attention to him. His beautiful blue eyes shining brighter than any of the lights in that room. The way his face would go red every time I'd grab his hand and intertwine our fingers...

Dean looked at his own hands and intertwined his own fingers. He knew he would never feel another hand like Cas' ever again. He knows Castiel is there, because he saw him on his way down to his dorm while Dean was trying to get away from his Physics class. Castiel had walked away faster then he normally walks.
Maybe it was to get away from me...