Infinite

Standing Alone

A/N lets just pretend Scott isn't the alpha and Derek isn't too set at season 4 but Allison is alive except for Aiden.

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You never knew how right you were. I hated it. Sometimes i hated every single part of you but now? i missed it.

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"So, Lydia. Do you want to talk about it?" She said while looking at Lydia.

"What was there to talk about?" Lydia said.

"Everything."

Lydia took in a deep breath and started to told the story.

It was late night and she couldn't sleep. It was stupid. She didn't care a single bit. She started to drove towards Stiles' house.

She pulled on his driveway and hoped off the car. She knocked on the door and wait for him to come out.

"Lydia?" he asked Lydia nodded.

"It's freezing outside, come in."

Lydia nodded and walked inside the house. it was warm inside.

She sat down at the couch and Stiles came back with two mugs in his hand. He gave one to Lydia. Lydia sipped on it and tasted chocolate.

Lydia gave Stiles a thankful smile.

"So. What are you doing here? not that i mind." Stiles said quickly.

"I - well - i don't really know," Lydia said truthfully.

"You must be freezing, come here."

Stiles enveloped Lydia in a big hug and Lydia cried.

"It's just hard - you know - Aiden -"

"Who's Aiden?" she asked while scribbling on her notebook.

Lydia sent her a cold harsh glare.

"Do you want me to continue or not?" Lydia said harshly.

The - normal - therapist gave her a continue gesture.

"It'll get better, soon" Stiles said while rubbing circles on Lydia's back.

"I hope."

"Lydia - did you - i mean - do you love me?" Stiles asked.

Lydia stopped her crying she didn't answered.

Lydia heard a low chuckle from Stiles. "i know it was a stupid question."

"Stiles, it's getting late. i probably should go," Lydia said.

Stiles then just nodded awkwardly and Lydia left.

"Do you love him?" The therapist asked.

Lydia gave her a weak laugh.

"I still do."

"What happen?" the therapist asked.

"You don't know what happen?" Lydia asked suprise.

"I know. but i want to hear it from your point of view."

"Stiles!" Scott screamed while fighting off the berserkers. Stiles looked back at Scott.

"What should i do?" Stiles yelled from across the room.

"Help Lydia," Scott yelled back.

Stiles nodded and hurriedly ran to Lydia.

She was in the corner of the room with a laptop.