Taylors POV
I am seating on Stephanie's bed while she goes through her closet looking for something for me to wear for tonight's concert. At this very moment all i could think about is wanting to hold and kiss my kids and what would happen if Leontae found out about tonight. God knows he will drag my ass up and down the stairs and maybe even bash my head into another wall. I am already sore and hurting from last night.
Flashback
Leontae comes into the house smelling of weed and alcohol as usual, I know that I am suppose to have dinner waiting ready for him when he gets in the house and the kids in bed, but today was beyond crazy, Maya my 1 year old daughter has a slight fever and a non stop cough so sleep was out of the equation for her, I think she might be coming down with something. My little man who's 5 months old turning 6 months in August was all about mommy today, usually i'm able to put him down in his playpen, surrounding him with a couple of toys and let him role around, but today that was not happening, lets just say i had to take him with me to the bathroom a couple of times. I didn't have time to do anything, including fixing leontae's dinner. I know that I would get in trouble, but i thought ordering him a large pepperoni pizza and picking him up a 12 pack of Heineken, his favorite would maybe save me a beating today, god was I wrong. "Taylor what the fuck is this shit." "your food babe, today was crazy for me and i just didn't have time to cook so i got your favorite" It took a while for me to realize and process everything because it happened so fast. Leontae picked up the case of beer through it across the room towards me, missing me by an inch. Then he picks up the pizza and smashes it in face, while pushing me up against the wall and rapping his hands around my neck. " I don't give a fuck if your pussy is on fire, you don't learn do you, I am going to tell you this one time and one time only I come first in this house I pay the bill in this house, I put food in that mother fucking house for you to cook and have my food ready for me when I get home. if i wanted a fucking pizza I would get my own fucking pizza" I tuned him out as always, only hoping that my kids stay in their rooms. My thoughts are COF when he slams my head into the wall "bitch r you listening to me" "s-sorry leontae it won't happen again" "will see dumb ass bitch".
End of Flashback
"Seriously Steph why do I have to go to this concert. for 1 i don't listen to his music, 2 I rather stay home with my kids and 3 if Leontae finds out that i went out he will kill me".
Come on tay tay you need a break, since the day you had my god daughter u haven't left the house and now that u had my second handsome god son you don't even have time to even wipe your ass, plus my grandmother is watching them so they are fine. So like i have always said and ill say it again you need a break, fuck leontae about what he says i have told you numerous times that you need to get away from his ass. And don't think that i haven't seen that big ass bruise around your neck, but anyways enough with all this depression crap. Leaontae thinks your spending the night with me which you are, soooooo lets stop all that unnecessary worrying and lets go watch us some sexy Alsina.
Shaking my head,whatever crazy, i guess your right lets go.
I honestly don't know what i would do if i didn't have Steph, she's the only person I have right now, that really does care about me due to me moving in with leontae against my family wishes, lets just say i can't even remember the last time we spoke.
