Saving Elliot (After)

Back Then.

"Jensen?" He questioned. Did he hear me?

I'm confused and happy, but Mad all at the same time. Talk about having mixed emotions. I couldn't find the words to speak. My eyes where watering and it was very hot all of a sudden. I can feel my cheeks blushing. I need to stop. I have the anxiety to run to him and huge him and give him a proper snog, but I also have the urge to scream at him and tell him a piece of my mind. After all this years his back. Is he back? I have so many questions but I just keep my mouth shut. I mean either way I can't hardly speak. I feel like my brain might explode at any minute, so many things running over my head! But my body was paralyzed.

"What are you doing here?" I managed to finally speak.

"I told you will come back." He responded smiling while he was sitting right infront of me.

"Why?"

"I told you I was." He was confused

"You shouldn't have come. Do you know how long I .. " My eyes where full and a tear rolled down my cheek.

"Not here" he interrupted me. "Let's go get dinner or something and talk." he offered

"No!" I said harshly

"Stubborn as always I can see. Somethings will never change" he smiled almost laughed.

"Touché" all I responded, without returning the smile.

I can't go anywhere with him. After everything I suffered when he left and didn't even bother to show until EIGHT YEARS LATER! Why would he come know after all this time. After I made my life, after I was already moved on. Why? I really want him to go back to America. I don't want him here. Everything he told me that night at the party, where lies. And I ate them up believing it. Once he left I didn't here shit from him and now without a warning he shows up and at my job!!

"C'mon Jensen! Let's go we need to catch up!" he seemed a little different.

"I have a lot of work to do and I don't want to be behind and stressed out about it." I tried to give an excuse.

"Your always working or studying and busy." he looked straight into my eyes. Walking towards me. I was getting nervous and shaky. I haven't felt like this since I was 17. I swear my heart is going to burst. It's beating to loud could he hear it? "I won't be here for long." He said and my heart stopped. I gather up my words. One of my questions was answered.

"Then you have no business being here." I told him. He got close to my face just inches away from each other. I felt his warm breath. And whisper.

"Okay I'll meet you in my car."

.....

As I was getting out the clinic I saw him in the car. I decide to ignore and walk towards my car instead.

"JENSEN!" he screamed out. I kept walking. I was about to open my car when he was right behind me and close the door, before I can open it completely.

"WHAT THE HELL!" I shouted

"C'mon. I waited for you in the car. And you took your sweet time." he said. he was getting mad.

"Ironic isn't it. I waited EIGHT YEARS!!" he brought his head down. He was more manly then when he was 18. Almost same features but less baby face.

"I can explain everything. But just come with me." he told me. I gave in and nodded.

When I got into his car, it brought so many memories. Especially because the music he was playing was the same. Aerosmith. I felt like was a teenager again. I missed this. It was quite and the environment was getting awkward but somewhat comfortable. I decided to break the silence.