secrets || minsung

n i n e t e e n

november - 29th - 1984

dear han jisung ,

today might be our last day together. i love you. so much. you are the only thing that had kept me going through this , kept me alive. i believe in you okay ? you're going to do so amazing baby , i can feel it. so you keep living , no matter how sad you are , you keep living for me okay ? i love you.

- sincerely , lee minho

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minho let's out a choked sob as he closes the book , trying a black ribbon around it before gently handing it to chan.

" take care of him for me... okay ?"

" of course ." chan says softly as a tear falls down his cheek , minho hugging him tightly before he leaves the room.

wiping his eyes minho calls jisung , the two exchanging a few words before hanging up. about fifteen minutes later a loud knock sounds through the house , minho rushing to the door and opening it. jisung falls into minhos arms , loud sobs sounding through the house.

" shhh , i-it's okay ."

" i l-love you ! please don't leave me !" jisung cries as he looks up at the older.

" i love you too , you know i wouldn't if i had a choice
."

jisung shakes his head softly as more tears stream down his cheeks. " i'm in love with you , minho . i n-need you ."

minho stands in shock as he processes the youngers words before leaning forward and kissing jisung softly. the younger boy quickly kisses back , minho smiling and holding him.

" i'm in love with you too ."

the rest of the day consistented of stolen kisses and tears. the two boys falling asleep after sharing one last kiss. that kiss unknowingly being their last.