secrets || minsung

t w e n t y

" november , 29th , 1984 " the doctor says as she writes on her clip board. jisung sits in shock on minhos bed. people rushing around the house , people trying to talk to him. ask what happened.

" sir ?" the woman asks as she taps jisungs shoulder.

" y-yes ?" jisung asks as he stares at the ground tears falling out of his eyes.

" what happened ?" she asks.

" h-he's sick . w-we need to get him help h-he will die if we don't ." he says as he looks up , the lady sighing as she places a hand on his shoulder.

" sweetie.. he passed in his sleep , we just need to know what was wrong with him ." she says , jisungs eyes widen as they fill with tears

" m-minho isn't d-dead ." he says as he backs up against the wall.

" hey it's okay , calm down-" she says softly as she walks towards him.

" no !" he screams as he falls to the ground.

" h-he can't b-be i love h-him ." he whispers.

  the sounds of shouting cause jisung to raise his head , chan pushing his way into the bedroom.

" ch-chan ?"

" i'm so sorry-" chanets out a soft sob as he hugs jisung tightly , the younger hugging back and wiping his eyes.

" he's g-gone . he's gone chan !" jisung sobs , chan hushing him softly as he pulls off his backpack.

" read this okay ?"

" wh-what is i-it ?"

" just read it ." chan smiles softly and wipes jisungs tears before leaving the house , jisung sniffling as he opened the book.

the noise around him bled into the background as he opened the book. the words " to my love ; han jisung " wrote in the center of the page.

jisungs sobs grow harder to contain with every page , his tears a bright red and nose runny.

" you idiot ." he cried as he closed the book , holding it tightly to his chest.

" i've always loved you ."

- end -