"Shut Up Heather!!" | Random Book One

this song makes me cry

this song is the worst thing to come on shuffle man 😭😭

it makes me think about screamyheere so much

i only have a few people in my life that know about her in my life.

my dad, my sister, and my friends. they see me as me.

my mom..not sure. she always says 'i know when someone is a different sexuality when i see it.' and it's weird she hasn't found out. i'm scared. im scared of her disowning me and leaving me for the wolves. what then? i'll live my life in pain, knowing real mother never loved me for liking someone of the same gender. it's scary.

but, anyone have ideas on how to come out...?? i've came out to my sister, casually, and my dad while we were alone, and i just came out to my friends. but my mom is a little hard to do...