Dating an Idol

month 2~im missing you

i've called jungkook every day. he's had 4 concerts so far.

the baby is growing normally and there isn't anything wrong.

soon we get to find out the gender. i decided i was going to fly to where they currently are in the world once i find out the gender.

i sat alone watching tv like i normally do. i cooked myself some food and watched me and jungkooks favorite movie.

Train To Busan. we watched it together all the time. the though made me cry.

i picked my phone up and called him. but he didn't answer.

i sobbed into a pillow for at least an hour.
i felt tired from all of it and ended up falling asleep.

i wake up around 4am. i fell asleep at 6pm.

i got up and went upstairs. i was her my face and changed my clothes.

i put one of jungkooks sweatshirts on and got into bed. i tried to call him again.

"babe?" he says. "baby!" i say excitingly. "what's up?" he asks.

i sigh. "i just miss you" i tell him. "i miss you too baby" he says.

i sadly smile. "we just finished a concert" he says.

"what time is it in america?" i ask. "11pm" he reply's. "damn" i say earning a slight giggle.

"i love you babe but i need to go shower" he says. my smile turns into a frown.

"o-okay i love you too" i say back.

he hangs up the phone...

i started to cry again. i don't know how i'm going to get through this but i can't do it alone.

i still have quite some time until jungkook comes back.

i decided to just go back to sleep. i lay my head down and close my eyes.

but jungkook was the only thing i could think of...