Dating an Idol

bye bye 🤧

the dreaded day has come. today i'm leaving to go back home.

i cried most of the day. i really dont want to leave.

i said by to everyone and got in the car with jungkook who was wearing a hat and sun glasses to not be recognized.

we got to the airport and got out of the car. before i walk away, the tragedy starts.

i wrap my arms tightly around him and cry into his neck. "i don't want to go!" i say.

"i know babe b-but u have too" he says. i hear him begin to cry.

"i love u" he says. "i love you too" i mumble.

he puts his hands on my cheeks and kisses my lips. he then kisses my cheek before walking away.

"jungkook wait!" i yell. he turns around and starts running towards me. i run too.

i jump onto him and practically crush him in a hug. he picks me up, hands on my ass.

he cries into my shoulder. "i don't want to leave y-you" i say. "i know baby i know" he says.

he kisses my cheek a few times. we then hear them call my gate. i started to cry harder.

he put me down. "go baby" he whispers. i nod once. he kisses the side of my head.

i slowly walk away. i watch him drive away. i walk to my gate and board the plan sadly.

i sit down and immediately face time jungkook. "babe what's-" "i miss you" i cut him off. "babe i miss u too but i'm driving." he says.

i frown. "okay i-i love you" i say. he hangs up the phone. the plane takes off.

i try to sleep the whole way home like i did on the way there. thankfully, i do.

when i wake up, the plane has already landed. i get up and go to baggage claim.

i grab my bag and then call and uber. they drive me home.

i get back to our house and open the door. i walk in and immediately put my bag down.

i run into our room and throw myself on the bed. i start to cry again.

i get up and grab one of jungkooks shirts. i change into it. it's long enough to cover my thighs.

i get back in bed and just sob into the pillow.

i'm nothing without jungkook.

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