Chris, Gordie, Vern, and Teddy still stand by each other through thick and thin. Gordie however has been hiding a dark secret from his four best friends that he dares not to reveal. Read more to go on this beautiful, peacefully, confusing journe...
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"I'll always be here... I'll be here for your sad moments, your happy moments, your confused moments... I'll be here. "Dead or Alive". "I'll always Love you"....
Song: "Mirror Maru I named the book after this song, (It's a beautiful song 🖤)
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ChrisP.O.V.
God Gordie looks so freaking adorable! his smile and his eyes made me warm up inside. Whenever I'm around him I get that same feeling. It's a feeling I can't describe...It's something that my heart can't go a day without feeling..... I just really find Gordie.... Perfect.
It's almost midnight and I'm here wrapped in my best friend's arms. We've been here all day and we were so close to kissing (I think) God I wonder what the kiss would feel like?.... I wonder how he would feel if I kissed him.... Would he like it? Would I like It???
WAIT A MINUTE! Why am I thinking like that?! Gordie is my best friend!!
I'm not gay and he would never kiss me! God I sound like a dumbass..... Why am I talking to myself in my own mind like some fucking psychopath?!
"Chris... Chris"?! (Gordie snapped)
I shook my thoughts away and looked down sincerely at him.
"Yes Gord"....
"I just realized... Summer is almost over".... (He signed sadly while laying his soft head on my shoulder)
"Aww don't be sad... School isn't that bad". (I giggled)
"It's not the school part... It's just.... I'm afraid that we'll split apart.... I don't want to lose Vern, Teddy, or you"...
Gordie looked down at floor as the coldness blew through the air.... a single tear fell down his eye as he thought deep about his life... Gordie felt so ashamed of himself. He's been cutting himself behind closed doors and his parents don't give a rats ass. His life was like a Mirror Maru.... It went on and on... Round and around... And it stayed that way. The only people that really cared for him were Vern, Teddy, and Chris..... Especially Chris.
"Hey"... Chris spoke softly and lifted Gordie's chin up with his finger...
"No matter where we are.... No matter how far apart we are from each other... Remember that our friendship can't be Broken apart... I need you in my life and I want to be in yours....
Gordie smiled lovingly...
"I'm not good at expressing my feelings but what I'm saying is.. You'll always have a special place in my empty fucking heart".
Gordie giggled adorably and wrapped his arms around Chris sharing a long loving embrace hug.
"I love You Chris".
Chris smiled into the hug as his cheeks warmed up.
He pulled back and looked deep into Gordie's sparkling eyes.
"I-I love you too".... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
