The Hurting The Loving The Healing

What Now? pt II

Kaya's POV:
  I thought about Lisa, while going to park. What amazing person. How can I forget you, angel? I don't think it's possible. There is something beautiful and heartbreaking about her... But again she and Jungkook would look amazing together... Maybe, she never loved me? I sat on bench and focus on river then I saw shadow next to mine, I looked up and I saw it. I saw the love of my life, looking heartbroken with her beautiful eyes filled with tears... It was one of the saddest things ever. It's like looking at the finest art and seeing sadness that art holds. She looked down, not looking into my eyes, playing with her fingers...

' I'm with Jungkook. I'm sorry' said Lisa. She looked me in eyes while saying, the most hurtful words to me. I nodded my head

' You must love him alot' I said with tears in my eyes (He definitely stole your heart) I thought.

Lisa's POV:

What a lie! I DON'T LOVE HIM, MY LOVE! I will never love him, how can I love him,the star, when I had the whole universe in my hands?
Her eyes show me sadness, hurt and at same time love. I don't deserve you. I have to do this to you, I don't want you to love me, I will break your heart so you can't ever love me again, you deserve a galaxy, Kaya, and I? I'm just an plenet, a useless planet in your universe.. Leave me, Universe!

' I sure do' I said, (I'm not sure I will ever love anyone ever again, how can I when I had you?) I thought.

Kaya's POV:

' You must know alot about him?' I said trying not to cry in front her ( Just like you knew everything about me) I thought

Lisa's POV:

' Know everything about him? Just the stuff that counts.' I said looking at river (I don't remember what he or anyone els are talking about when I think of you) I thought.

Kaya's POV:

' Nice, i'm moving to Havana, for sometime' I said looking at clouds

' oh, are you? Well, when are you going?' Said girl in next to me

' in two days'

Lisa's POV:

' well, take care. Hopefully we will see again, Moon... uhmmm.. I-I have to go' I said in unstable voice (Before I start to cry) I thought standing up

Kaya's POV:
' I will. Hopefully, Sun... Me too' I stood
up turning my back at her (I hope you don't cry) I started walking away turning around and seeing her crying with her face in her hands

What a sad sight, 'well what now?' My mind asked my heart. 'Now? Now you cry, you just lost the universe' answered my heart. What a sad way to end you in my life, but I will always remember you, and maybe just maybe in future I'll be able to make my heart stop beating for you... I put my head down walking away, from my favorite place and my favorite person...

~Zoë 🌙💖🌹👑