Chapter 33️⃣

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~Grayson
I walk through the doors of school.

I'm immediately caught off guard when I see people surrounding James' locker.

I walk over there, the walk turning into a slow jog.

I push people out of the way and see flowers and a picture of him on his locker.

At the top of the picture it says, 'in loving memory of James Charles'

I cover my mouth with my hands and my eyes get teary.

"W-what happened" I ask a random person.

"They said he took pills and cut his wrist. They found his body  in a bathtub." They said back.

I tuck my hands in my pocket, surprised to feel a paper in my pocket.

I take it out, walking out of the crowd as I do so.

I open the lined paper, scared of what I might read.

Dear, Grayson
          You said I should go die. To be honest, I wanted to hear that from someone I loved. Tell me to go die. I wanted to die, with my mom dying and my aunt barley seeing me. People avoiding me because I was gay. But then I met you, you were rude at first and Ethan always cared about me. But then you changed, for the better. You made me happy, you had 'sex' with me. A guy, for the first time. But then....you cheated on me. I was fine, until I heard it was a girl. I was broken, I hit and banged my wall, I threw stuff around. I hurt myself...because of you. I don't know if I just wasn't good enough or you just sopped loving me. Or maybe you never really did love me at all. You never said sorry, nor did you care. You just choked me out. You hurt me more than once. Ethan's getting a note too...

~James

Tears trickle down my face and sniffles come from my nose.

"I'm sorry James."

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This is so sad, poor Grayson. YEET he deserved this. Cheating on James.

Anyways

THATS ALL FOLKS🏧

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