We both came back inside and shut the door behind us. The rest of the boys looked at us both in confusion.
"So? What happened?" Suga asked Jungkook and me.
Before I could let Jungkook speak and reveal our relationship to them, I lied, "We just had a talk about our feelings for one another. He's my friend, I'm his friend, and it'll stay that way. Don't assume the wrong things, please. Jungkook and I are not in a romantic relationship together, and never will be. I'm here to do my job, and that is your makeup artist, not get a boyfriend."
Namjoon spoke for everyone, "We're sorry, Y/N. It just looked as if you two were in love, but now we're aware you are both not. Which is good, because you know how those fangirls would react if you two did have feelings for each other and the public found out." Everyone else murmured in agreement.
-
We were all backstage in the stadium where BTS will be performing for thousands of fans in Japan. I was finishing up the last member's makeup, Jimin's. "Oh my god, stop moving! Do you want to look like you just had a crying fest?" I told him frustratingly, and he just responded with a smile.
Soon I finished up Jimin's makeup, and they would all be onstage shortly, performing. I wished each member good luck. "Good luck Namjoon, good luck Jin, good luck Suga, good luck J-Hope, good luck Jimin, good luck Taehyung, and good luck Jungkook!"
Now, the performance began. I heard the eardrum blasting sound of the speakers, and their beautiful, angelic singing. I took a peek and realized how talented they all were, at not just singing, but dancing as well. I do the makeup for legends.
My friend was a huge fan of BTS and told me to notify her when we got to the stadium and the performance was beginning. I took out my phone and began texting her the news.
I put my telephone back in my pocket. Instantly, I received millions of notifications from her. Jesus Christ.. I thought, unlocking my phone to this:
Her response made me chuckle. I did feel pity for her though, here I am backstage at a BTS concert and acquaintances with all seven of them while the closest she'll get to seeing BTS is through her television.
I could see how exhausted the boys all were. Sweat was dripping from their faces down to their necks and they had some difficulty keeping their balance. They worked harder for this than I ever will in my whole lifespan.
-
After the concert ended, we made our way home. The members were all very exhausted and hadn't the energy to do anything else for the rest of the day. It was quite late anyway, so it didn't really matter.
Being unable to sleep, I decided to stay awake. I sat at the dining table in the dark, the only light source being the shine of the moon. A million thoughts echoed in my mind. For how long will I have this role? What will my relationship with Jungkook become? For how long will it stay a secret? Will saesangs expose us to the public? I couldn't answer any of the questions I asked myself, only time will tell.
I began to feel exhausted myself and laid my head on the stone cold glass table. Soon, I was already in a deep sleep, snoring slightly each time I breathed in.
-
I was awoken by a childish Jungkook imitating the sound of an alarm. "Beep, beep, beep!" He yelled at my face, shaking my shoulders to ruin my sleep.
This frustrated me a lot. "Jungkook! I was asleep!"
He responded with a laugh and began playing with my hair. I gave him an annoyed glare as he began messing it up even more than it already was.
Jungkook gave me a kiss on the cheek when I heard a door opening from behind me, and I immediately grabbed his hand by the wrist and stopped him from continuing.
It was Jin. "What are you two up to?" He asked us sleepily, still not fully awake yet.
I told him, "Just chatting about upcoming concerts you and the rest of the boys have to perform in, nothing else."
"Yeah, we still have a few more to go to in Japan," Jin yawned, brewing coffee while in his robe.
After he got his coffee and left the kitchen area to go to his shared bedroom, I let go of Jungkook's wrist and scolded him.
"What were you thinking? We were this close to being caught!" I told him, holding my thumb and index finger together to represent how much of a close call that was.
He reassured me, "Well, we weren't, right? And even if Jin did find out about us, he's not one of those fangirls that'll go crazy if she finds out her idol is dating another woman."
I thought about what Jungkook said, and I did realize I was being too crazy over this. "I guess you're right, Jungkook, I'm sorry for making such a fuss over this. I mean, he's Jin, right? He wouldn't care if we were in a relationship or not."
"Right," Jungkook agreed, holding my hand with his.
YOU ARE READING
concealed feelings | jjk fanfic
FanfictionAfter recently being offered the position of makeup artist for 7 stunning young men constantly traveling around the world to please their fans, Y/N thought of these boys as overrated and immature music artists who'd lose their popularity much faster...