My Everything

005/Alone

We arrived at the party and it was so fucking crowded.  Stokes had on this

He came around the car and opened the door, I got out and he my hand in his.  I was blushing too hard especially when he called me babygirl.

I'll call him da-

"Lelani.. "

"My bad, Yes Stokes?"

"... Never mind,  don't worry bout it"

"No tell me"

"I said never mind!  Damn" he says while removing his hands from mine and walking off towards the bar.

I was so confused and embarrassed cause people were looking at us, Once again I fucked up..  Ugh

I walked over to the pool and sat down when a cute boy walked over to me

"Damn girl I ain't help but to notice u from all the way over there" he says pointing to a lul group in da corner. 

"What's yo name ma?"

"Lelani" I say giggling.

"I'm Dashawne"

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I felt kinda bad for flipping out on Lelani so I wanted to apologize because I knew it wasn't her fault.

I was looking all over for her when I found her sitting at the pool with some dude from school,  the biggest fuck boy 😑.  I felt so broken,  he was over there making her laugh and smile and that's suppose to be my job, shes mines.. As a matter of fact hell nah,  two can play that game.

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It was getting kind of dark and Dashawne been left so I went in the house to tell Stokes I was ready to go home. 

I saw him in a corner making out with a girl,  she was way prettier then me, I was doing my best to hold my tears back because daddy ain't raise no bitch.  I walked over there

"Stoke I'm ready to go home" I said out loud just so both of them could hear me.

"And bitch,  go find another ride home plus I'm busy"

I was shocked at the sudden behavior
"Nigga who tf you calling a bitch,  Ian none of yo hoes fym"

"Hoe just leave!! Stokely don't even like you damn, get yo not wanted ass on somewhere" the girl said.

I've had enough of these hoes, 17 years of this shit hell nah.

I grabbed the girl by her stanking ass horse hair and pushed that bitch on the ground,  I got on top of her  sending blows to her face,  I didn't even know I was crying until I felt something wet down my face,  I didn't even bother putting my hair up cause my shit wasn't fake, Stokely came and tried to get me off the girl but I wasn't feeling it so I started kicking that hoe in her face, we heard a loud ass crack,  the girl wasn't even moving,  everyone had they phones out recording. 

"GET THAT SHIT OUT MY FACE YO" I yelled.

Stokley picked me up and threw me over his shoulder and he started walking to the car. 

"LET ME DOWN BITCH!" I yelled at Stokely hitting his back.

I put my hands on my face and started crying.
"Please,  just fucking kill me"

Stokes finally put me down,  I tried to walk past him but he grabbed me by my waist and pulled me back bringing me in a hug.  I cried in his chest cause I was so short. 

"I'm sorry lelani,  I was jealous.. I have feelings for u..  I was alone for so long and o finally have someone that cares about me and I don't wanna lose u,  I don't even wanna share you...  Forgive me please" he said.

I was shocked
"Stokely.. I have feelings for you too..  I want you,  I don't want anyone else but you, your everything,  I need you to show me how to love" I say looking up at him.

I felt his warm lips on me and I kissed back.  :)
"I love u" we both say at the same time.