Imma just tell y'all the truth cause you gonna find out sooner or later. To be honest, I called Laurent in here on purpose, aannd when I brushed my hair against his front. I just want him to notice what my game is. You see, I really like Laurent, but I'm not the person to be shy about it. I can actually say that I'm in love with Lau, but I still can't find the courage to say it to him.
Laurent is perfect, knowing that he is the same as me in every way, but somehow beautifully different. I do have to admit, I have booked a one room hotel on purpose. Only so I could watch this gorgeous angle sleep. Weird I know, but I can't help it. Not from such a sexy creature.
When Laurent came in with the towel, I turned my back to him so he could hang it on the towel rack. But I didn't hear any steps, and I knew that he was staring. A smirk displayed itself on my face, and to take It up a notch, I reached to the shelf to get my body wash, flexing every muscle in my back.
"Oh my god", I was barely a whisper, but it was clearly audible. I turned to see him, mouth open, eye brows furrowed. I looked him up and down, seeing that he was really stuck. Seeing His frame, I bit my lip, wanting to taste his caramel skin, drinking the mocha colored body. it was until my eyes met his, locked and loaded with pure desire. When he saw me looking at him, he gasped seeing my blurry figure is now facing him, trying his hardest to not look down at my prize. he quickly threw the towel inside and ran out the door, slamming it behind him. i sighed and hopped out of the shower, knowing what o have gotten his emotions into, i have put him inside his head.
once i dried myself, i wrapped the towel around me, forgetting to get some clothes when i started my shower. i walked out into the room, going towards my closet to get some Nike sweat and a shirt. now that i was dressed, i walked towards the bed, only to stop in my tracks to hear sobbing, looking around, i tried to track down the sound and where it was coming from. i walked out into the hallway, walking into the living area and looked around. the sobbing has gotten even more audible, looking around once more, something caught my eye. i looked at the spot where i though i saw it. its been a few seconds until i saw it again, it was his foot, but it was on something, it wasn't on the floor. i walked towards the balcony, sliding the glass door open and stepped out to see a crying Laurent on the railing, looking below him, watching all the cars that are zooming past. he was a crying mess, now standing up on it, i didn't think he noticed me, but i knew what he was going to do.
"Laurent?", he looked my way, tears streaming down his face, my heart had shattered at the sight of him as i walked towards him, but not too close enough just in case he will jump. his mouth dropped open, he lost his grip and stumbled off the railing. everything seemed to slow down, time standing still as my heart has slapped itself on the ground. i screamed and quickly ran to the railing, i was just in time to reach out and grabbed his hand, i pushed my feet against the railing wall and pulled him up, trying my hardest not to slip and let go of him, though ill never do that. i pulled him up until my other hand met his and he fell over the railing onto the balcony, taking me with him. he cried even harder, curling up into my side,
"i'm so sorry Larry, i couldn't take it anymore". my eyes saddened, knowing what he was talking about, and i couldn't believe his feelings were getting stronger. its not like that, my feelings were stronger too of course, and i needed him more than anyone in with world, and i knew that if i wasn't fast enough to catch him and he fell, i would've went down with him, i would take my own life for him, and i need to tell him how i feel.
"lau?", he didn't look up at me, instead he just cried.
"lau look at me", he looked, inhaling this sight of a the most gorgeous crying angle ever. i gave him a sad smile and rubbed soothing circles on his back, hoping it will bring comfort to him.
"your okay my brother", not that long, his sobs died down and now he was just sniffling. i made us sit up, crossed legged on the floor. he looked up at me and all i could see is his love that he has been building up, all his emotions that were dying to be spoken. i took his hands in mine and caressed the back of his palm. he sighed and was about to say something, but i stopped him by pulling his head top mine, forehead were touching, and a few tears were shed, even from my own. l let go of him and looked at him, his eyes are so beautiful, and i wanted him so much. our faces were only inches apart, not even that. i looked down at his lips, wanting just a taste, and that's what i just done. i leaned forward, my lips touching his, and as i expected, it tasted like Hersheys. he pulled back, looking at me in shock. i just smiled at the person i loved most.
"i love you lau, all this time you were my drug".
both: "first dose, i was addicted".
well. that was something wasnt it? please tell me how this went, comment on what i should work on. and sorry for my mistakes, love you guys and thanks for reading.
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