hey yall, sorry for the long waits and i promise you that i never forget to update on others. its just that im am very busy, and i ma trying my best...buut, i have an update for 'drug'. i hope yall like it.
"...you were your own"
Once these words had fell from her mouth, my heart had shattered to pieces. I wasn't suppose to have a twin? So for the past years that i have spent with him, wasn't suppose to happen, and if he wasn't with me all my life time...there would've been no fans, no beyonce. No les twins...no laurent. Tears were escaping my eyes, trickling down my cheek, but when my mum came to wipe them away, my brown eyes had faded to their yellow, and i looked her dead in the eye. She gasped and stepped back, making sure to let larry get in front of her for protection. I was so livid, but half of me was telling me that this was all her fault, the other half was telling me it wasn't, and it must of had something to do with my dad. I had realized that my knuckles were white and my teeth were sharpening.
"Lau, baby, i need you to calm down"
When i heard larry's soft voice, my eyes were still yellow, but you could see the hint of brown, showing that im calm, but i'm still angry...at something, for being confused, for not trying to figure out how this could be happening. I saw the shock in my mother's expression, the way she exchanged glances between me and larry. I watched as she let go of larry's arm, stepping back and looking him down. She looked disappointed, angry...but she was only looking at larry. What is it with her and larry, are they okay or...?
"I knew that you were bad, you never deserved to be my child. You were never supposed to exist in this world".
The look on larry's face says it all. The fear, sadness, hurt and pain was written in the book that is being illustrated into another chapter. He tried reaching out to her as if she was going to lose her.
"Im sorry, but i fell in love with lau...he loves me als(gco)"
"Are you in love with him lau?"
She turned to face me, a hint of seriousness and disappointment was shining in her eyes. I nodded.
"I've always loved him mama, he has always been there for me even if he wasnt suppose to".
She stomped up to me, making me sit up so i was at her eye level.
"Now you listen here, once i tell you everything, you two are going to get out of my house, and i don't want to see you two ever again, you understand?"
I nodded and she took a deep breath.
"I abused larry when you two were young because he was never meant to be here, i never wanted him, i never told him you were a hybrid because i knew you two were naturally attracted to each other the day you were born with that little peasant. The reason why your a hybrid, laurent, was because i have been raped by your bitch of a father who had happened to a hybrid. And laurent...i am very disappointed in you, because you fell in love with a person that was never meant to be your brother".
My eyes were full blown yellow, brighter than the full moon. I stood up, and on my way up i gripped her neck, hearing her gasp for air and clawing at my hand. I was angry at her, so livid that i felt like ripping her head off. I threw her on the couch, bending down to her level and watched her as she sucked up as much air as she could. I looked her dead in the eyes, showing her that i was angry at what she had done.
"Larry never deserved to be beaten, he has been given to me, to help me create your only successful son that you have now, providing all the food that you have, the house the you have, the money that we are still giving to you was all from us. Larry is all that i need and all that i will ever need once i walk out that door, leaving you out of my picture. I watched every single one of my family members fade out of my life during these years, and larry was the only one that was there for me and still is. And Don't you dare say anything about my father, i loved him more than i have for you, even though i never knew him, i bet he cared for us more than you ever would have. And mother? You are the last thing that i want to see, for the rest of my life, and don't come crawling back, asking for more, cause not once have you helped us when we needed you the most, even if we wanted to talk to you. You were never there for us..."
I came close to her ear, making sure that she would able to get it into her head.
"...So listen to me when i say this. Out of sight, out of mind".
I stood up and looked around to see that larry had disappeared. I quickly ran out the house, seeing him sitting on a chair on the front porch, his fingertips tracing the hand prints on our table. I walked over to him and held his hand. He looked up at me, tears falling and an apologetic look on his face. He stood up and hugged me, holding me tight as i am doing to him, as if this was out last day together.
"Im so sorry for being your twin, i didn't want to do this to you, but i wanted her to tell you the truth, so she could see the loo on your face once she comes out". Larry whispered into my ear.
"Don't you dare say that to me, you are mine, all mine as i am to you. Your my twin, my brother and my lover, and that is all i need from you. Just you, cause i love you".
I felt him smile against my neck.
"I love you too".
"Now Let's get out of here, this house is fading before me".
We held hands as we stepped off the porch, letting our last step fade into a past memory. We needed a fresh start. Fresh start as brothers, lovers, les twins.
"This is only the beginning baby".
Larry took a deep breath before getting into the car.
"Only the beginning".
soo...how was that? i tried and i almost ran out of ideas of what was gonna happen next, so i just decided that if i just start typing. my mind and my hands will do the rest. anyway, love yall.
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