What Is and what should Never Be

Chapter 7

Jupiter's pov

"But it could be anyone, how do we find it?" Jack was so confused. I mean he was only a few weeks, maybe even less than that old. 

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I was sitting on the couch reading some book that I picked up at a gas station. I wasn't paying attention the the conversation that Dean and Sam were having. Sure, I should've because it was about the case but, point me to do something and I'll do it. My baseball cap had that small speck of blood and no matter what I do. It won't come out. 

I went back to reading my book, but something something in me broke when there was this part with the author describing how limbs were being torn from the bodies. people drop from the sky and on to the roads. The thoughts of all that blood. I knew that my eyes had turned black. I quickly covered my face with my book and stood up to walk out the door. I called over my shoulder. 

"I'll be back in a bit." I didn't wait for anyone to respond. I didn't dare look back. 

This had never happened to me before. I had never simply snapped to my demon side by reading a gory scene out of a book. I had read countless books with blood and guts, but this had never happened. I dropped the book from my face and closed my eyes walking to the gas station across the street. 

There was nobody in it. I girl, probably sixteen was behind the register reading a novel by someone called Diana Love? Never heard of her. I quickly went behind a shelf and saw that there was a pair of sunglasses on the floor. These were nice ones to, Ray Bands. Nice. I slipped them on trying not to show any one my eyes. I was surprised that I couldn't control my eyes but could control my rage and that feeling to kill something. I grabbed the closest thing to me which was a bag of gummy bears. I walked over to the girl and she looked up smiling with a raised eyebrow.

"That it?" She looked down to the bag of gummy bears.

"Um, yeah." I took out a five dollar bill from my pocket. 

"Okay, 2.05." I gave her the money and left the rest in the tip jar before getting the hell outta that place before somethin' bad happened. I walked around the back of the old gas station and ripped open the bag. The heat was horrible, I had my ball cap, leather jacket. Full jeans and boots. I could take off my jacket and get stopped by a officer asking why someone my age had that many tattoo's. Or, I could just deal with until my demon wore off. 

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It had been a good two and a half hours before it wore off. I had seen a small rabbit by the side of the rode and caught it. Lets just say, I tried to wash off the blood. I walked through the hotel hallways, thankfully not seeing anyone. That would've been very bad. 

I opened the door and looked around. Jack was sitting on the couch, in misery and grief. While Sam, Dean and Cas were all huddled in a group by the bedroom doors. I as quite as I could I closed the door and was about to step towards my duffel bag when I stop.

"Jupiter, where have you been!?" Sam turned around to stare at me, his angry face disapeard when he saw the blood on my shirt. "What happened? What did you do?" He took a step towards me and I took a step back.

"Nothing, nothing happened with me. But, what happened here?" I looked at Jack and saw that he looked in horror at the blood all around me.

"The blood on your clothes says something different! What did you do?" It was Deans turn to scold me. But with no concern, plain anger and hatred was all he knew how to do.

"I didn't kill anyone if that's what you're asking. It was a rabbit, if you suddenly care so much about those." I wiped some of the blood of my face and wiped in on my pants.