After Joven and I finished hanging out with friends we went to my house and played with my PlayStation for a while. You then stopped the game and asked me if I wanted to look at the stars with him. Feeling very excited with no hesitation I answered,
"Ok"
We were laying in his backyard looking at the night sky. I stared at him because I could see the reflection in his eyes. He then rolled on top of me pinned my arms down. He sits frozen, from both lust and excitement. He leans in, so his forehead rests against mine. We close our eyes. Both our breaths are shaking. "Thank you," I say in barely more than a whisper.
"For what?" He replies, his voice low and husky.
"For being you." My voice wavers, exhilarated from the tension between us. He kisses me passionately but then he just stopped mid kiss looked at me then walked into my RV in my backyard like nothing just happened. I dusted the dirt of me and got onto the top bunk then he layed next to me. We sat there cuddling for what seemed like for ever. Just examining each other's eyes and fealling each other's skin.
Aarden then said looking straight into my eyes that were 3 inches away and said,
"If you kiss me I'm leaving."
I stared at him I thougt that if he was telling the truth we would never be able to be friends after I kiss him and show my true feelings towards him. But then I thought that if I did show my true feelings towards Joven and he felt the same way this could be the beginning of something wonderful.
I leaned in consciously he kept starting deep into my eyes. It felt like he was staring into a part of me no one else has seen before. He then kisses me with kind force and launches on top of me again. His lips brush mine. Not innocently, like a tease but hot, fiery, passionate and demanding. I want to pull away before I lose myself but I can't seem to...In this minty moment, my senses have been seduced and I can no longer think straight. "Wyatt" he whispers slowly, prolonging each letter as if to savor them. I smile, my heart fluttering at his voice as I clasp my hands on either side of his face. Never before has my name ever felt so wonderful a one, I think, as I lean in for another. After minutes of body rustling he takes his lips off me and says "No homo." With the blankest stare like it was all an act. My heart felt like it broke, no not just broken it felt like it had just been fixed there was some cracks in it so he tapped at it and it shattered again. I kicked him out of my bed and told him that I would sleep in my room and he would sleep in the RV.
