Peaky Blinders imagines&preferences

He finally opens up

Tommy: You looked up at your boyfriend as he sat in front of you hunched from the weight on his shoulders.
"I used to be a bookie y/n, a fuckin' bookie! And now? I'm doing deals with the fuckin' russians!" He sighs rubbing his eyelids hard. You pull his hands away and see the light watering of his piercing blue orbs.
"Tommy, tell me what's going on, going through your head! Let me help," You beg and he kisses your knuckles and smiles up at the ceiling.
"Remind me to thank god for giving me you! He smiles softly. You lie in bed together and he softly rubs the bare arm on your skin and talks about all his worries.
"And I'm scared that you or Ada or Polly and I'm scared!" He finishes burying his face in your hair as you trace the tattoo on his chest.
"Tommy it's okay to be scared! It's okay to not want to be you! But you need to be you out there and strike fear into them! In here you can be the real you with me," You sigh and he nods and kisses you lightly.
"That my dear is why you're the best," He smiles and you laugh and look at your best friend.

Arthur: You sat watching him stare at the drink he had poured. His face looked aged and his posture was slumped.
"Are you okay?" You ask softly and he nods. You took the barstool next to him and poured yourself a drink.
"Do you want to tell me the truth now Arthur?" You ask and a faint smile tickles his lips.
"Y/n you're a bright light in my life, but I don't wanna out that light out! So I can't tell you what's going on," He answers and you nod.
"What's wrong Arthur, not what's going on what's wrong?" You ask and he looks up into your eyes and smiles.
"Y/n I'm all out of sorts, I don't want to do what I need to but I can't get us a house without it," He answers and you sigh and nod.
"Arthur you do what you want to do, I don't mind our little flat until you're all set up?" You answer and he sighs and kisses your head softly.
"You my darling, are a beautiful beautiful soul!" He sighs and he visible seems happier. You smile knowing your Arthur was back.

John: You watched as John placed his cap on his head and went to reach for his coat. You watched as his hands shook and his eyes looked dead.
"John?" You ask and he looks up and visibly he seems relieved slightly at the sight of you.
"What's the matter love?" He asks and you straighten out his shirt and look up into his eyes.
"Take today off? Tommy's your brother he will understand!" You sigh and John shrugs.
"I can't y/n, not today," He murmurs and you take his hand in yours softly kissing his knuckles.
"I'm not asking you tell me what you're doing John but I can see you aren't happy about it and you can talk to me about what you feel," You get out and he sighs with a smile and kisses your head.
"You my darling are an angel," He smiles into your hair. He does his coat up and takes your hand.
"Me and you, going for dinner tonight alright?" He asks and you nod with a smile as he leaves looking better than he did before.

Freddie: He had just come back from prison and you sat in the living room watching him. He sat by the fire watching the flames dance and shudder. Shoulders hunched and his head lowered away from you. His hair dangled in front of his face causing you to sigh and bite your lip gently. You sat yourself in front of him and looked into his eyes.
"Freddie? Are you okay?" You ask and he sighs as a tear slips down his face. He takes your hand in his and shakes his head.
"Hey hey, it's painful okay? I get it I get it! You don't have to tell me what happened or what they did to you! You can just let it out!" You gasp pulling him into your chest tightly. He holds your waist and you feel him shudder with the tears. He was a strong strong man but everyone has their breaking point. And he'd obviously been pushed past it. You placed a tender kiss to his head and he surfaced roughly rubbing his face and smiling.
"God I missed you y/n," He smiles kissing you softly. You sigh and hold his face in your hands.
"I missed you too Freddie, I'm glad you can come to me with these things," You smile and he kisses your head again.
"I'm glad I can too," He smiles and you fall asleep holding each other in the chair in front of the fire.