Peaky Blinders imagines&preferences

Tommy Shelby Imagine

Prepare for a few sad moments...

You stood in the hallway as Tommy, John and Arthur walked in covered in blood and laughing. anger rose through you and you felt yourself losing it.
"A 12 year old boy!" You snap and all three stop to stare at you.
"What?" Arthur asks and you roll your eyes.
"Your laughing because you're covered in Kimbers men's blood but you killed a 12 year old boy!" You snap and Arthur starts walking towards you aggressively. Tommy stops him and sends you to sit in his office.

"3 years Thomas, 3 years I've loved you through everything! But you don't even care about this boy!" You snap angrily as you stand in front of the fire. He rolls his eyes and sighs.
"Yes y/n it's all my fault and I don't even care about this poor young lad of course that's the case," He answers as anger courses through him.
"You want me to blame you? Easy! Done! You screwed up Tommy, again!" You snap angrily and he nods.
"Thank you!" He snaps back. You step backwards and bite your lip. Tears well in your eyes and you grip his shoulders.
"You put me in a position where I have to defend you again, where I have to bend my morals again, where I have to go against every single thing I believe in again! Because I love you!" You snap and he steps back away from you.
"Stop loving me then!" He snaps and you feel your heart shatter slightly. A single tear slips down your face and you nod.
"Cause it's that easy huh? Cause that's how it works right?" You ask before storming past him. You made your way to your bedroom and started packing your bag. Killing men who were guilty you could get. Killing men who had threatened his family you could get. An innocent 12 year old boy running with his family, that wasn't a forgive-able offence. You threw your clothes into the bag messily just trying to keep it
together. A sudden crash of thunder startled you and you grabbed your coat frantically. You'd stay with Polly for a while she didn't live far. You walked into the hallway and Tommy stood there waiting.
"Y/n, it's raining it's cold you'll catch your death out there please?" He asks and you shake your head.
"I can't stop loving you Thomas Shelby but I can stop living with you and I can leave this stupid gang warfare," You answer and he nods and sighs. He passes you an umbrella and you nod and leave.

3 weeks later

You watched as Esme walked around the back room holding her back.
"You alright?" You ask and she shakes her head and sighs.
"My babies getting ready to come," She answers and you nod and smile encouragingly. You looked up as the door opened and for the first time since you left the house you saw Tommy. He nodded.
"Morning ladies, just came to check the races for next week?" He asks and you hand him the paperwork without a word.
"Y/n? How are you this cold Tuesday morning?" He asks and you just nod and look away waiting for him to hand your book back.
"Right then, I will leave it in your capable hands," He answers and you take the paperwork back leaving one specific piece in his hand. Your resignation.
"Oh," He murmurs reading it as his eyes turn glassy and you watch his heart break. Turning on his heel, he leaves slamming the door behind him so hard it shook the frame. You choked on a sob and excused yourself outside. Tears fell down your cheeks and you watched as John came in and doted on Esme, the way Tommy used to dote on you. A sad sigh leaves your chest and you look up and see Tommy watching you from over the road. He holds a lit cigarette in his hand and just stares at you. You look into his piercing blue eyes and feel the whole world just stop. The noise fades away and so do the busy people in the streets of Birmingham. You watch as he makes his way over to you. All of a sudden it's like the world continues and you rush inside before he gets to you. You stand with your hand on the door knowing he was on the other side. John smiles at you awkwardly and you grab your coat and leave. Tommy had left and you made your way to the Garrison.

After a few drinks you decided to head home. It was raining and Polly still lived out in the country so you grabbed your umbrella and hoped it wasn't windy.

Another gust of wind smacked you and sent the umbrella flying away, with all your hopes of not getting wet. You were soaked through within minutes and the wind froze you to the bone. A car pulled up and you see Tommy driving.
"Y/n, get in!" He instructs and you sigh not being able to say no in the current conditions. You slide across the leather seats and he pulls his jacket off before peeling you out of yours. Wrapping his jacket around your shoulders he adds his scarf around your neck.
"Thank you," You sigh as you drive straight past Poll's house. You watch the countryside go by and feel Tommy's eyes on you. He pulled up to his beautiful mansion and you looked into his blue gems. He opened the car door grabbing his umbrella before coming round to you side to help you into the house.
"Maria?" He calls and she comes in shocked to see your face.
"Warm the lounge please, and bring our lovely y/n a new set of clothes?" He asks and she nods and disappears without a word. You felt his jacket leave your shoulders and hold onto his scarf.
"Y/n, come," He instructs and you follow him to the lounge.

You didn't speak. You stared at his tanner skin and plump lips. Remembering the kisses those lips gifted you with. Remembering the feel of his skin under your fingertips. His dark hair flopped into his eyes as he flicked it away, and his eyes shone with all his emotions. Those eyes. Those Tommy Shelby eyes kept you hooked.
"Thomas?" You ask waiting for him to speak.
"I'm trying to think of how to word my apology," He answers and you feel your heart breaking inside your chest. The only thing holding you together right now was your rib cage. You stared into his eyes and saw everything e was feeling right now. The guilt, the sorrow, the regret, the love he felt for you.
"I saw the young boys funeral, it was beautiful," You answer knowing exactly how his family had afforded those foreign flowers. Tommy nods with a small smile.
"Y/n, you know we weren't being insensitive! I knew why you were mad and I understood it! Losing you it's horrible," He answers and you nod not trusting your voice not to crack and reveal the heartbreak you were feeling. He reaches and takes your cold hand in his large warm one.
"Y/n, I love you and so does Charlie and we both need you, seeing you today broke me it actually broke me!" He explains and you feel the tears slipping down your face. He gently wipes them away and presses a soft kiss to your head. The door opens and Maria brings in Charlie.
"Y/n!" He smiles and runs on his chubby little legs to your arms. You laugh and hold him tightly. He wipes the tears from your face and kisses your nose gently like you do to him when he was upset. Tommy laughs and wipes he tears from his own face before joining you and Charlie on the sofa.
"Did you miss her?" He asks and Charlie nods and wraps his tiny little arms around your neck. You okay his hair and smile slightly.
"It wasn't just me who missed you either, apparently my nose kisses aren't as good as yours," Tommy smiles and you laugh as a few more tears fall. You realised this was your family and you couldn't leave it. Tommy was something else. No one could make you as mad as he did, hurt you as much as he did and still have you love them as much as you did.

You lay awake watching Tommy keep with his arms around you and your head on his chest. This was your place, the place you were loved and the place that you belonged. Your home was whoever your little family was and you realised you would never leave it again.

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