Yn Pov: So me & Chris brown is dating. I really didn't want to be in a relationship with a celebrity because its too much. But he really liked me & I really liked him so we dated .We've been dating for a year & he still didn't say I love you to me yet.It's ridiculous. Any time I say it he tries to change the subject. It irritates me so much. But anyways were on the phone now.
Phone Call:
Me:What time your leaving the studio?
Chris: Probably like 3 am, so ima just go to my house & see you in the morning.
Me:*Yawnss * Well be safe baby
Chris: I am
Me: Well im going to sleep ,Love you
Chris:Mhmm byee
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With that he hung up.Like omgoshh he always do that .He never says it back.Maybe he's just the type of boy whose shy to say it.Who am I kidding Chris is not shy at all. He probably doesn't love me .All these thoughts ran threw my head & I began to cry. I cried myself to sleep.
I woke up this morning & did all my hygiene things. I went down stairs & seen Chris watching tv. He said Goodmorning to me but I ignored him & made my way to the kitchen. I made me a toster strudel & sat down at the table .Chris came in there & began talking.
Chris: Damnn yn you can't make me one.
I nodded my head no & I was still mad about last night smhh.
Chris:" What's wrong with you ? Cuz you not talking to me & that's weird cuz you got a big ass mouth "he said sitting by me.
I can't never be mad at this boy damnn. I giggled & said
Me: Nothing is wrong with me chris
Chris: If you say so but I got you something.
He ran out the kitchen & went into the living .He grabbed something & told me to close my eyes. It was a necklace with a eye.
Me: You brought me a necklace with an eye ?
Chris: Yes you'll understand stand why thoee later on.
That was weird but it's whatevaa. So One day I said I love you to Chris & he didn't say it back. He could sense I was mad at him because I ignored. He came back that day with a beautiful necklace with a heart on it.He is so hard to ignored, so I forgave him.I was fed up with him because I said I love you to him & he didn't say it back. I was completely done.I snapped on him on how he doesn't say it back to me.I hung up on him & he kept calling me but I ignored him.I wasn't gonna let him ruin my day so I just sat outside & chilled with my girls.But a couple of mins of chilling with them Chris pulled up.
Me:"What Chris? "I asked eying him.
Chris:"I need to talk to you... Alone "He said referring to my friends to leave.
Your friend: "Come on y'all let's give them time to talk... But if it don't work out Chris you can always hmuu I don't care if you don't say I love you to me"she said joking
I just chuckled & hit her playfully &turned my attention back to Chris.
Chris: "But like I was saying.... I'm sorry Yn but (gco )
Me:"But what Chris? You never say I love you to me! Like wtf ?We been together for like a year, this isn't normal at all.It's like you don't love me at all "As I was saying that he handed me another necklace that was a letter "U".Like Wtf is this? "I don't want this necklace Chris! You think a necklace can take me off the fact that you won't say I love you? "I sighed & threw the necklace in the little pond in the front of my house.
Chris: "Really Yn!?!"He said tryna grab for the necklace.
Yn:"Just stop Chris "I pushed him away from the pond. "Chris I'm done with this relationship...just go! ".
He looked so hurt.He looked like he was gonna break Down crying. He hopped in his car & sped off. I felt so bad but .I kept calling his phone but he wouldn't answer. His mom called me & told me he was in a car crash. I got there as fast as ever.When I got there I seen his mom with blood shot eyes.She told me he was in room 302.When I went in there my baby looked so horrible. I broke down crying, I couldn't see him like that.His mom told me that he got into a car crash & slipped into a coma.It could be weeks, month or years till he wakes up. All I could think about was that it was my fault he's like this.It was getting late so I kissed my baby goodbye & went home.I sat at home thinking about what happened & looked at the necklaces he gave me.An necklace of an eye & a Necklace of a heart. I thought about the necklace he gave me today.I hopped up & ran to the pond.
Me:Damnn this water is cold
I grabbed the necklace &dried it off.I looked at all three of the necklaces he gave me.Then I remember when Chris said "You'll understand why thoee later".So it must be a message or something.I put the necklaces in order from when he gave the to me.I looked at the necklaces & notice something about the items on the necklace.
Me:"So it An Eye ,A Heart & A U.Omgoshh it was right in my face & I didn't notice it.He was tryna say I love you that whole time."
He did love me smhh. The next morning I rushed to the hospital & ran to his room.I sat next to his bed & began talking to him."Baby I'm soo sorry....I really thought you didn't love me but it was right in my face, I'm so stupid if I would've just listened to you, you wouldn't be in this hospital "at that point I was crying my eyes out, holding his hand.
Chris:*weakly *I ... love ....you baby
As soon as he said that the monitor next to him went flat line .
Me:Nooo Chris baby come back
I was yelling & screaming.The doctors rushed in and told me to leave.A couple minutes later he came out to the waiting room & said he is pronounced dead.I cant help but think this is my fault.
I was inspired by another story to write this...But im sorry for my mistakes!Cuz I've been reading my stories & I make alot of mistakes...DAMNN y'all must think im HELLA RETARDED & HELLA ILLITERATE!!
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