Our feelings unsure *Avenged Sevenfold*

Chapter 3: Too many people to ache over

We're all sat downstairs, a heavy silence hanging over the room. All that can be heard is the ticking of a clock somewhere in the house,
"Shall we go somewhere guys?" Matt asks, breaking the silence. Everyone nods their heads slowly. Except me,
"No that's probably not a great idea for me." I finish, getting up off the couch. There's a chorus of protests from everyone,
"No!"
"Cmon it'll be fun!"
"Please! We can get wasted like old times!" This last one comes from Brian and I scowl at him, not liking him making light of the situation. I can't resist the other guys faces though with their puppy dog eyes turned on me. I roll my eyes,
"Fine fine I'll come. But I need to get dressed and call Zacky okay?" I'm wrestled into a tight hug by Jimmy and I break away laughing, "What time and where?" I ask everyone. Matt takes charge of the situation,
"Say eight at the bar in town?" I nod and give everyone a hug before seeing myself to the front door. Turning back, I worriedly bite my lip,
"He'll be okay right?" I ask. They exchange glances before Johnny speaks up,
"Sure he will. We'll have a good night and sort it all tomorrow. You just go get ready sweet." With a last smile I head out the door and am nearly at my car when I feel a hand on my shoulder. Recognising his distinctive cologne I breathe it in deeply,
"Brian?"I turn around, instantly meeting his chocolate brown eyes. There's a tiny smirk on my face. He looks me up and down,
"Wanted to say goodbye alone." He whispers, his voice deep and husky. My breath catching in my throat i manage to drag my eyes away from him,
"Really? Guess you haven't changed a bit. Goodbye Brian. You'll see me later remember? I really need to call my brother." I smile at him, opening my car door and getting in. With a small shrug and a tiny smile he walks back inside. Shaking my head to get rid of all the memories i have of our bodies entwined together, I turn on my car and take the short drive to my rented apartment.
Once I'm inside, I chuck my keys and bag on the couch and pull out my mobile. Scrolling down to Zackys name, I hit ring. He picks up almost instantly,
"Scarlett?" His voice is cold and quiet.
"Zacky can we please talk about this? We're all going out tonight and I want you to be there, like old times." I whisper, breathing heavily. He let's our a dry laugh,
"Old times where Brian was fucking my kid sister? Nah I'll pass thanks." I sigh, my temper rising but I know getting annoyed will make him more defensive,
"Listen, I was young. And naive. And very immature okay? Can we just put this aside for one night? God damn Zacky I came to see my big brother! I missed you," there are tears building in my eyes and I know he can tell,
"Okay," he agrees, his voice softer now, "but I promise you. Any flirting from Brian and I'll be on his ass." I laugh a little, ever the overprotective brother. Wiping my eyes,
"Well we're going to our favourite bar at 8. See you there. Love you." I say
"Love you too sis." Is his last sentence before the phone goes dead.
With that out the way I can now focus on getting ready. The time reads 6pm. Perfect, I think.
Heading into the bathroom i strip and jump into the shower, hot water streaming over my skin. When I'm thoroughly washed and cleansed, I wrap a fluffy white towel around myself and pad into my bedroom, running through ideas of what to wear. I settle for a plain red dress and black heeled boots. Keeping my brown hair natural and straight, all I do is apply a bit of eyeliner and mascara. When I'm fully satisfied with my appearance and check the time. 7.15pm.
Making myself a small black coffee downstairs, I tidy the living room before its time to leave. Checking I have my keys, phone and purse I love the house and head to my car. As I'm starting the engine, a text pops up from an unknown number,
*can't wait to see you tonight cupcake* I cringe at Brians old nickname for me before tapping out a quick reply,
*nice. How did you get my number?*. I wait a couple minutes but there's no reply so I pull on my seat belt and head to the bar.
Zacky is outside when I get there, a lit cigarette hanging from his lips. I shake my head as I approach him,
"Ew, you know I hate you smoking" I exclaim. He snorts and flashes me a smile,
"Sorry Mom."he laughs, extinguishing it on the wall. I follow him inside and to the table where everyone else is. Brian is sitting facing us and I can't help but watch his eyes as they travel the length of my body, up and down. He raises and eyebrow and wears his ever present smirk. I feel my cheeks get hot as I try avoid his gaze. Guess he still has an affect on me after these years,
"Anybody want a drink?" I ask, "My round!" I'm given a list of what to get and am just walking away when Brian stands up,
"I'll help you." He exclaims, and not quietly either. This has Zacky scowling as he takes hold of Brians arms,
"Back off Haner." He snarls, eyeing him dangerously. Brian simply knocks his hand away and strides towards me,
"Come on cupcake," he says, loud enough for Zacky to hear. Sensing another fight, I drag him away only turning round to look at Zacky,
"Sorry!" I mouth. He smiles bitterly before downing the rest of his beer. I could tell this night wasn't gonna end well.
A lot later into the night and many drinks later, we're all very very drunk. Zacky is outside having a cigarette, Brian is flirting with a barmaid and Jimmy and Johnny are playing snooker. That leaves me and matt at the table,
"Sooooooo..." He slurs, grinning at me. I already know what's coming,
"Don't ask me about Brian." I grumble, feeling my head spinning. I really have drank too much. Matt continues to giggle and grin at me,
"I'm asking you anyway. What's the story?" He leans forward with interest, maybe too far forward because he's about an inch away from falling on top of me. It must be the alcohol that loosens my tongue,
"Fuck Matt I really fucking liked him," I start, feeling a lump in my throat, "I'm actually gave him my virginity you know?" This sentence brings me to tears and before I know it I'm sobbing uncontrollably. Matt snaps his head up and studies me carefully,
"Oh no don't cry. Please I'm sorry. Shit don't tell Zacky I made you cry he'll beat my ass!" His face is worried but I shake my head,
"It wasn't you Matt. Listen I'm gonna go now." I'm already on my feet, swaying under the effects of the alcohol before he can stop me. Trying my hardest to walk without tripping over is hard with my hair in my face. I think I'm nearly at the door when I walk into someone. I giggle before I see it's Brian,
"Oh fuck Brian. Sorry." I do my best to side step him but his look is concerned,
"Where you going?" He asks. I push him arms off me but I'm pretty weak in my intoxicated state,
"Home." I whisper, my vision going black. I feel nausea building in my stomach and turn before collapsing onto him. I feel myself sliding to the floor,
"Fuck bri what have I done now?" I croak, all but lying on the floor, my head on Brians knees as he crouches next to me.
"Haner! What the fuck has happened to my sister?" Is the last thing I hear before I pass out in Brians arms.

*Bit of a filler chapter I'm afraid but I kinda like it!! Opinions would be appreciated. Thank you*