My Brother's Best Friend

Part 4

"ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS!?" he yells making me jump.

"PARIS YOU IS FUCKING BETTER THAN THIS." he yells walking closer to me.

He grabs a small towel as he looks at me. He yanks my arm towards him making me whine. He puts the towel on my arm to stop the bleeding.

I try to pull my arm away as he yanks it back towards him.

"D-don't test me Paris." he says as he look at the ground.

I look up to see Monique and Jackson looking at me. I look at the floor as Alexander takes a deep breath.

"How long has this been going on?" he ask without looking at me.

I don't say nothing as he looks at me.

"She's been doing it since you left." Jackson say as I look up at Alexander.

He stares at me as I look at my arm.

"When I was going through rough times, I'll think about you and Destiny. I'll think of all the fun we had until it got to the point, I noticed that I won't have them times again. I started to smoke and drink to get rid of the pain. I then started to work a lot more to try and get rid of it." I say as they all look at me.

"It was until her birthday came and I wasn't having the best day. I was in my house in the kitchen just staring at the knifes. Then the next thing I knew I was cutting my wrist. All the pain I had was going away as I saw the blood come out my arm. Then I just started to do it more often because it felt so much better." I say as Alexander looks at me with a sad face.

"Every time my birthday comes, I'll cut my arm 5 times. Every time her birthday comes, I'll cut my arm 2 times. Every time I thought of us as a family I cut until I feel satisfied." I say as Monique wipes her eyes while Jackson hugs her.

I look at Alexander as he just stares at me. He stands up and walk out the bathroom slamming my office door shut.

I look at the knife as I go to grab it. Jackson grabs it before I get to it as he just look at me.

"Hope you know you just broke that boy." he says as he leaves with the knife in a towel.

Monique looks at me as she leaves after Jackson. I lay my head back as I close my eyes.

¬-Flashback¬-

"Get up baby." I hear as someone shakes me.

I groan as I hug my pillow.

"Baby get up if you want food." he say as I open my eyes.

"I'm up." I say as I lay up rubbing my 9 month belly.

I look at Alexander as he hands me my breakfast.

"Thx bae. I say as I start to eat.

"Got to feed my two beautiful girls." he says as he kiss my stomach.

She starts to kick as I look at Alexander.

"She's saying leave her alone." I say as he chuckles.

He gets up and goes to the bathroom as I finish my breakfast.

I put my tray on the night stand as I stand up. I feel a sharp pain as I yelp loudly.

"What's wrong?" says a worried Alexander as he runs in.

The pain happens again as I cry out in pain. Alexander rushes over to me as he holds me up. I grip onto his shoulder as I feel water run down my legs.

"Alex." I say as he looks at me.

"y-yes?" he say as I look at him.

The pain gets worst as I yell.