My Brother's Best Friend

Part 6

I stand up pushing him away as I shake my head.

he stands up as he looks at me.

"No." I say as he looks at me with sad eyes.

"SHE WAS KILLED BECAUSE YOU WAS IN A FUCKING GANG?"I yell as he nods his head sadly.

"He was in my gang Paris. Jackson say as I look at him.

"HOW CAN YOU FUCKING DO THAT TO ME ALEXANDER."I say as he cries.

"I was young Paris I made stupid decisions. he say as I look at him with anger.

"SO, DESTINY WAS A MISTAKE?"I say as he looks shock.

"hell, no Destiny was the best thing to me." he say as I look at him.

I put everything together as I look at him with anger.

"YOU GOT ME PREGNANT ON PURPOSE?"I say as he looks ashamed.

I laugh as I shake my head.

"wow. I say as I laugh.

"Paris, I wanted to spend my life with you. he say as I look at him with cold eyes.

"You knew I was young, and you got me pregnant. I say as I laugh coldly.

"You know what, fuck you. I say as I walk away.

I get into the car as Monique gets in on the other side.

"Paris, he did it because he wanted to do something Jason did as a young kid. she say as I shake my head.

"But he waits 9 damn years to tell me." I say with hatred in my voice.

"He didn't tell you because Jackson told him to. she say as I look at her.

"He got me pregnant at 15 Monique. I say as she sighs.

"Let me tell you something. she say as I look at her.

"I was pregnant with Jackson kid at 16."she say as I look at her with big eyes.

"We was going to keep the kid, but we was attacked by a gang and I was 12 weeks, I ended up falling on my stomach hurting myself. We escaped but when I realized I was bleeding we went to the hospital, they told us I fell on my stomach to hard and the baby ended up dying. she say as I wipe my eyes.

"So basically, Im telling you our love ones don't tell us things because they don't want us to get involved. she say as I nod my head.

Jackson and Alexander gets in the car as I look out the window.

"He didn't tell you because he knew if you would have known you would have wanted to be involved." Jackson say as Alexander looks elsewhere.

I stay quiet as I think about my life.

"That's how Jason was killed huh?" I say as Jackson looks at me.

"Our family has been in the gang since our great grandfather Paris. We all lose a love one. he says with a cold tone.

"this wouldn't happened if you didn't join the gang. I say as Jackson turns around looking at me.

"I didn't have a fucking choice Paris it was either I join, or Monique wouldn't be here." he say as I stare at him.

"What you mean? I say as he looks at me.

"If dad didn't join that gang then mom would have been killed. he say as my heart drops.

-2 years later-

It's been 2 years since my 25th birthday which turned out to be a confession day.