My First Day Of School/ E.d.

chapter 5

I got ready for school.. Did my makeup i decided to go for natural.. I got ready, i wore blue jeans, a loose gray sweater,brown boots

My outfit..

Felt like posting on instagram so i did.. Didnt write a caption.
Turned my phone off, brush my teeth did a messy bun.

Ate some ceral.

Left for school..
Skip car ride

I went to my locker.. got my books for biology
Ethan came to me but i just ignored him and walked away.
He knew something was wrong but he should know what was wrong. The bell rang for math class went to math class.. and i seen James.. he sat behind me.
Then after a few the bell rang for lunch i went to my locker to put my books away.. and. James came up to me.. He said.. hey sister whats up?? I said.. Going to meet ny friends for lunch. What about you? He said.. Oh well im just gonna sit somewhere bc i dont have much friends.. I said.. Well you can join if ya want.. You dont have to. But he and i went to go find the group. We all went to lunch, we went our table that we always sit at everyday. I hadnt seen Ethan since 1st period. Natalie asked me if i seen him i said not since first period.. So i introduced James to everyone.
Then we all talked about our day.
Then Ethan came to the table and sat right in front of me and then James was sitting beside me.
Grayson asked Ethan where he was he said he had to take a test for history..? Then me and James started talking about math class i asked him if he needed a tutor bc he doesnt know how to do somethings so i asked him if he needed me to tutor him after school.. He said yes bc im really good at math 😂😂
I could tell ethan was getting jealous but if he was getting jealous does that mean he still loves me instead of Emma? Idk😕
Well after lunch.. I walked to my locker to get my books for history and english class.
And ethan texted me..
I decided to look at it real quick..

From: Ethan❤😘😍 hey can we talk after school plz??

I didnt answer i just ignored it and went to English and history.
I walked over to Natalie and Jaylee i asked where was Noah and Grayson they said they went to go to tutor Grayson. So we walked to Natalies jeep her (new) car. As i was walking i got another text message from ethan..

From:Ethan❤😘😍 can we plz talk why are you not picking up like you always do.?

To:Ethan❤😘😍 whats so important tht u need to tell me so badly? Im going home so i can do homework.

From:Ethan❤😘😍 i want to tell you in person can i come by??

To:Ethan❤😘😍 i will let you know..bye

From:Ethan❤😘😍 by love ya😘

I got in the car.. And seen his text i just felt empty idk i just needed space and i just dont know what to do. He wants to come by and talk in person and im just rlly scared of what he is going to say is he gonna break up with me did he cheat on me with emma. I was just so curious..😕

So i texted ethan told him he could come by. I got out of the car told the girls bye and i saw ethan alrdy there on the porch waiting on me. He said can we go in? I said sure ig.. I said what do you need to talk about that is so important? He asked me if he done something wrong cuz he knew that i have been ignoring him well atleast trying to ignore him. I didnt know what to say tell the truth or just come up with something i just didnt know what to do or say. Ethan: answer me chloe what did i do? Chloe: blank. Ethan:chloe plz whats wrong why have you been so distant? You always come home from school cleaning do yoyr homework right away than come hang with me or the group.. Dont text me goodnight or actually dont text me like you used to. You barely hang out with me you hang out with everyone else! You will ignore me.. Like today i came up to at your locker you walked away!! What did i do?! Chloe: Ethan idk what to say my mind is blank i just need space to think things over rn!ok just go i will talk to you later plz..im busy rn and i dont have time to talk ok?!
Ethan just walked out. I just started crying ran up stairs amd cried non stop i just wish i didnt see him with emma!! I just wasn't feeling like my self lately ever since i seen him talking to emma.
So i walked down stairs did my homework i just had to write some notes for a test for history and English.
I went up stairs got out my outift for tmr. Got out somw pjs and took a hot shower to re fresh my mind. I thought about ethan and i idk what i should do?? I got out of the shower brushed me teeth packed my bag for school and got in bed. Got on my social medias and drifted off into sleep.