My First Day Of School/ E.d.

chapter 17

Jaylee and I got ready for school. On our way there... Jaylee asked me if i still had feelings for.. Ethan.

Jaylee:chloe?
Me:yea.
Jaylee:do you still like or love Ethan??
Me:jaylee.. Idk.. Maybe maybe not. I never thought about it. And even if i did want him back i couldnt bc i dont want to get hurt again.
Jaylee:oh.ok.
Me:yea ig.

-at school-

Me:hey guys i came!
Grayson:yay!
Natalie:wonder why?! -laughing-
Me:nooooooo.
Jaylee:can you just stop talking about ethan and chloe... Plz?!
Noah:jaylee.. Are you ok?
Jaylee:im fine.
Me:jaylee could we talk?
Jaylee:sure

Me:what was that about?
Jaylee:idk.. She was gettin on my last nerve with ethan and you.
Me:i understand.
Jaylee:im sorry. But i had to.
Me:its fine.. I promise.
Jaylee:ok.
Me:lets go.
-on my way to class-
Ethan:hey!
Me:what?
Ethan:hey
Me:oh.. Hey
Ethan:whats up!
Me:going to class.
Ethan:ik..
Me:then why did you ask?
Ethan:idk.
Me:um ok.. Well bye?
Ethan: chloe could we talk later?
Me:ethan. Plz not now?!
Ethan:ok. But plz. At some point?
Me:idk maybe.
Ethan:you told me yes that night.
Me:true. But not so soon.
Ethan:um ok.
Me:bye ethan.
Ethan:bye.

Im scared to talk to him. And what if we do get back together and he hurts me again? I couldnt be able to go back to him. Idk if i should give him a chance or not. Sometimes its good to give people second chances after there first mistake?

Teacher:chloe?
Me:yea-yes..
Teacher: you ok?
Me:um yea.. Yes im fine. Why?
Teacher: you didnt answer my question?
Me:oh uh sorry busy night and morning.
Teacher: is everything ok?
Me:yea.
Teacher:ok.

-lunch-
As i was walking to lunch.. James stopped me. We havent even talked in like "FOREVER".. Why was he even trying to talk to me?

James:heyy sista!
Me:um hey.
James:how was class?
Me: good. Why?
James:just asking.
Me:ok?
James: why were you gone.. That long from school.. Heard you was doing online school ever since you werent here.
Me:yea.
James:hmm. Why?
Me:um well i wanted to. So why does it matter?
James: i was just wondering.
Me:well none of your business.
James:chloe whats wrong?
Me:nothing ok?
James:uh ok.
Me: bye.
James:um bye?

Ugh!! People get on my nerves since I got back.. JAMES!!
I was too upset to eat and i wasnt hungry anyways.

Gray:whats wrong?
Me:huh? Wym?
Gray:you look upset?
Jaylee:plus your not eating?
Me:im fine.
Jaylee:no your not.
Me:well..
Gray:well. What?
Me:well.. James stopped me.
Jaylee:wym?
Me:he asked me if it was true? If i did online school.. Since i wasnt here. And i kinda.. Blew up! But he was being noisy sooo.
Gray:HAHAHA..
Me:funny right?
Jaylee: how is it funny?
Me:idk?
Gray:neither do i.
Me and Jaylee and gray:-laughing-
Me:where are Natalie and Noah?
Gray:idk.
Jaylee:me 2.
Me: me 3-laughing-.

-after school-

As i was walking to leave the building. Someone stopped me.
It was Ethan?! What did he want?

Me:Ethan?! What?
E:chloe!
Me:what?
E:can we talk?
Me:no.
Ethan:why not?
Me:dont want to. Bye..
Ethan: plz.  Tell me why?
Me:bc.
Ethan:bc..
Me: bc.. I..
Ethan:keep going.
Me:i cant later?
Ethan:ok.
Me: now bye!
Ethan:ok.. Bye

I wanted to tell him how i felt i just couldnt. I didnt know if i was really ready or not?!