Only one who gets me. {Kyrie Irving}

Unwanted

"I wanted to know you I wanted to show you
You don't know me don't ignore me
You don't want me there you just shut me out
You don't know me don't ignore me
If you had your way you'd just shut me out"
-Unwanted, Avril Lavigne

"All those years I thought you were just trying to control me, by now I know you weren't. You were trying to snap me into a better man." I said.

"Kyrie first of all your not a failure never say that. Second don't be sorry, I've seen you grow so much, even since the last time I've seen you your changed. Kyrie I think you really manned up and made a choice that would affect you in the future when you left. That's growing up, you knew that team wasn't gonna get you where you wanted to be, so you wanted to go somewhere where you could be the person you wanted to be. That's growing up to me if I've ever heard it. So never say stuff like that again, ok?"

"Yes dad." I groaned as I got out of the car and he laughed at me.

"Maybe we could catch up later?" He asked.

"Yeah, just give me a call." I said smiling and I shut the door and walked up to my doorstep. "I'm home!" I yelled as I walked into the living room.

"Hey Kyrie baby." Ashley said looking flustered.

"Are you ok?"

"Yeah Just worked out a little bit and I was changing and you startled me." She said.

"Oh ok." I said shrugging.

"So What did you and..."

"Did someone just cough?" I aid interrupting her.

"What no, Kyrie are you ok?"

"No I'm not ok." I said starting to freak out.

"Kyrie!" She snapped.

"Don't snap at me!" I said and I brushed past her and went to walk up the stairs when she grabbed my wrist.

"Kyrie! What's going on with you?" She said.

"I don't know Ashley when I hear a man cough in upstairs I'm gonna start to freak out." I said and I yanked my hand out of her grasp and I ran upstairs. I held by breath and opened the closed guest bedroom.

"Ash..."

"Ashley what!" I yelled at the guy in bed. "Get out now." I yelled. He stood up and he had no clothes on. "Don't worry about those, I'll find a place for em." I growled.

"But I can't..."

"I have em she's seen em get out now." I boomed and he ran out. "Ashley!" I yelled. "Ashley get up here now!"

"Kyrie..."

"No I'm sick of all of this, you just keep turning away from me. Three days after we're engaged you cheat on me. It's like you don't love me Ashley, and if you don't then why'd you marry me? Was it for my money my fame?" I asked.

"Kyrie, I do love you it's just you feel so distant."

"You know Ashley I made that stupid pact with you so that you wouldn't get pregnant while we were just dating, but you keep breaking that same old stupid pact with other men, so why do you even care if we keep it?" I yelled at her as my eyes started to water. "I thought we had finally gotten over everything, and that we were gonna have a happy family together Ashley. Bron and I talked about it today, I wanted this so bad I wanted this to work I wanted ya to have a family and for me to have a child, to be a father to our kid. Now I'm probably gonna end up being that father of another mans child." I cried. "Ashley why would you do this to me I love you I try so hard to be the man you want me to be, just tell me where I go wrong and I'll fix it."

"Kyrie it's not your problem it's mine." She said.

"Oh Ashley don't give me that shit, this isn't a movie I'm not gonna fall for it, I know I'm doing something wrong What is it?"

"Your to distant."

"I'm to distant I'll fix that right now." I said and I pulled out my phone and called the Celtics from office. "Hello yes this is Kyrie Irving is like you to inform Brad that I have Of today resigned from the organization. Thank you so much good bye. I'm not gonna be distant anymore what else Ashley?"

"We don't spend enough time together like on dates like normal people do." I ran downstairs and wrote date night on ever Tuesday of the month.

"What else Ashley I'll fix it anything to keep you, I love you so much."

"We fight to much." She said. I kissed her.

"I'm never gonna fight with you again i promise, what else."

"Your to moody."

"Every time I'm moody I have to sleep out with the dogs I swear, what else."

"I feel alone."

"You'll never feel alone again I swear Ashley and if you do slap me hard across the face and I'll get back into shape."

"Your friends mean more to you than I do."

"I'll delete all my contacts I swear tonight you can watch me." I said. "What else."

"One more thing."

"Yeah."

"Sometimes I wish we could have sex and that your six pack would be better."

"What?" I whispered. "I thought you liked how I was."

"I'm sorry."

"Don't say your sorry..." Don't say your sorry... but if you ever feel like your having to change who you are then don't be in the relationship, because you should never have to change who you are Kyrie, she loves you for who you are.

"He was right." I whispered. "Ashley I can't do this, you want me to change who I am, I'm the kind of person that takes work seriously, I love hanging out with my friends, and I prefer to be independent. But that doesn't mean I don't love you, while I'm doing all of those things, I still think about you and can't wait to get home and see your sweet smile. I'm not gonna change who I am to be in this relationship with you, I'm just not. This is who I am, I'm not gonna get any stronger, I physically can't. I can't put that much pressure on myself because of all my injuries, but if I could I would. Ashley until you figure out this is me, and that I'm not gonna change, and if you like me for who I am, I'm gonna go." I said and I walked out and jumped in my car. "Put on a brake face Kyrie he can't know Your this hurt." I said and I called him.

"Hey man, what's going on."

"I need some advice."