"where do you see yourself in 5 years?"
i take a sip of my bubble tea at 3am in the morning.
"probably in bed watching dramas or something."
☆
where a girl is too lazy to do anything.
lowercase intended
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the alarm rings obnoxiously.
i feel a heavy weight on my bed.
"buddy? are you trying to make me go to school?" i groan.
he spins in a circle before running back into the living room.
i sit up from the bed before flashbacks of what happened this morning hits me.
"renjun likes me." i mumble.
"he kissed my forehead." my brain slowly starts to register.
"WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO NOW?!" i squirm in my bed.
"woof"
"that doesn't help buddy."
i sit on the edge of my bed.
he has a girlfriend though.
but he doesn't like her anymore.
this is way too confusing.
-'☆
"looks like someone finally decided to show up" haechan said arrogantly.
"ha ha ha very funny, i have my own things to deal with okay?" i sit down, taking my books out.
"good morning byeol, how are you today."
my ears perk up hearing the familiar voice.
i don't even need to turn around ti know who it is
"h-hey renjun. how's it going?"
he slides into the seat next to gureum.
"pretty good, kinda tired though." he tilts his neck side to side.
i mentally gulp, knowing the reason why.
"oh my god!" gureum covers her mouth in shock.
mark spilt his milk in surprise,"what is it?"
"did you guys know that Dwayne Johnson has a twin named The Rock?"
almost simultaneously everyone facepalmed.
"i'm gonna leave." bada picks up her tray and leaves.
"noona, wait for me!" chenle scrambled, chasing after her, trying not to spill his food all over the floor.
"noona?!" haechan grips his tray and leaves after them.
"why is everyone leaving?" gureum speaks out.
"uh can we talk outside?" renjun turned to gureum.
"yeah sure! lemme just grab my phon- oh? where is it? i swear i just had it."
she looks around the table, patting her pockets and looking in her pocket not realizing that it was in her hand the whole time.
how didn't she see that?
who even knows ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
"um" renjun cleared his throat, grabbed her hand and pulled her out of the cafeteria.
"ohh there it is! how did it get there? maybe it was magic" she giggles looking back at me.
i give a strug with a lop sidded smile.
he was gonna break up with her.
he told me before lunch time.
i feel so bad for her.
she doesn't deserve this.
i have to stop this.
i get up from the table and run towards them.
i grab gureum's arm.
they both turn around looking confused, especially renjun.
"oh hi byeol!" she said with a beaming snile on her face.
"yeah hey byeol, did you need something?" one of his eyebrows cock up.
"i-i actually need gureum to help me with something!" i shout abruptly.
"with what?" rejun asked giving me a 'dont you remember what i'm doing right now' look.
"yes i need her to help me with my english project! thanks!" i pull her arm and we start booking it the other way with renjun yelling down the hall.
"oh i love running so much!" gureum laughs as she almost trips over nothing.
"not me! why didnt you join cross country then?"
we finally stopped outside of the empty classroom and walked in.
"because i can't run an entire country silly goose." she snorts and takes a seat in a chair.
i tilt my head, "okay?"
"okay byeol, I know you don't actually need help with your english project. what's up?" she props herself on top of one of the desks.
"what do you mean?" i let out a nervous laugh..
way to make it obvious byeol
"look i know you guys both like each other and he was going to break up with me earlier before you stopped it."
frick she knew????
"it's really okay byeol. i'll get over it. welp i'm gonna go find renjun now."
she pats my shoulder before walking out.
what am i doing?
i just keep ruining the relationships around me.
first my family and now renjun's?
they would be better off without me.
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I'm sorry for not posting. I'm sorry for not posting. I'm sorry for not posting. I'm sorry for not posting. Please forgive me. :( im a senior and im graduating in less than 5 months. Things have been hectic and i haven't been feeling myself. Losing motivation for this story but lets keep going! Also 9.5k reads? OOF♡
