underwater

bitches broken heart

(shiro's pov)

I turned to Keith only to find that he's gone. So is Pidge. He probably took her back to her room or they both just got bored and decided to go back to their rooms.

We walk out the room, heading towards our rooms. Lance walks Hunk to his room wanting to talk with him for a bit longer.

As we go our separate ways I feel Keith's knife. I forgot that I still had his knife on me. I should probably return it to him. He'll get angry with me if I don't give it back right now.

(Keith's pov)

Going back and forth is frustrating me. All I want to do now is go back to sleep and forget what happened tonight. As I turn the corner I see Shiro heading towards my room before he notices me. "Keith"

Great. Just what I needed, a lecture. He's definitely going to lecture me about using my knife. He hands me my knife back. "What?" I ask.

" I thought that you'd want it back". He looks at my knife carefully. I'm glad he gave it back. "Thanks."

" You know you should keep an eye out on who your attacking. We're in the mild of a war with Zarkon, we can't afford to lose a paladin of Voltron."

I nod. I know we're in a war, but so much is happening that I don't know when to stop. The universe expects me to be there to protect them from Zarkon. They expect us to be there to defend them.

"Goodnight." I say as I walk to my room without looking back at Shiro.

"...Goodnight."

Shiro would never let me leave when were talking about something serious. Shiro sighs and walks away.

The door closes behind me and I walk to my bed. I flop on top of my bed. Surprisingly I was able to fall asleep quickly.

(Lance pov)

"Night Hunk" I say waving at him as he enters his room.

"Goodnight Lance" Hunk says yawning while speaking.

My room isn't that far from Hunks room. This castle is huge and at first I couldn't find my way around. It was frustrating, but now that I've been here for so long I find it quite beautiful. I laugh thinking of all the dumb things I did when I first got here.

My door slides open and once it closed I lock it. I look to my left and there hangs a mirror. I see myself. I continue staring and muttering to myself " I don't want to be this person anymore."

All I ever do is mess things up. Why was I chosen as a paladin of Voltron? Why did the blue lion choose me? Everyone else has there own part as a paladin of Voltron, but me. I can't fake it nor can I blame them. I just have to act like everything is fine and everyone won't worry.

I rinse my face one last time. I go through a lot of skin products some may say. I think there all crazy. I would shower at night, but I'm too lazy to get in.

I change quickly and go to my bed. I look at the photos on my wall. All of them make me smile. Their memories that I wish I was back in again.

Space is boring. When your stuck in space there's not much to do, especially if your constantly being followed and attacked by an evil alien trying to get back what "belongs" to him (aka Voltron). Its not fun.

Dreams are fun though. Not many people think that dreams are important, but I do. I can live in my own world that's perfect in my eyes. A place where I can escape the real world and all the problems happening around me. Once I open my eyes my world disappears and I'm back to reality.

In my world my family's there, the beach is there making beautiful waves, My home's right in front of me, the paladins are there having a great time in peace, and I'm with kei- Um nobody hehe.

Who am I kidding, I like Keith and no one knows except for myself and Kaltenecker. Nobody would even care who I liked anyways. Keith would never like me. He hates me and I play along which makes it worse. Everything I say to him I really don't mean it. It hurt me knowing the I'm hurting him and his hurting me back.

Wait, stop he would never hurt me...right?

(eyy go check out that song by billie and yes i did use the song title. Im running out of ideas man)