i miss her. it was just like a few hours ago since we met and talk but i already miss her. i always ask myself: who is she to me? a friend? definetely not,she's a girl who changed my life. who took me back for the good way of life. i smile truly because of just her. i'm thinking about her everytime. sometimes i want her to leave my mind,sometimes it's too annoying and i can't focus on other things. but hey,i don't want to. i want to focus on her! why? why do i love her? she's different from the others somehow. i can't explain,she's who wants to be someone and she fights for it. she's who laughs with the others no matter what happens. she's who supports me whatever i do or whatever i am. she's the most perfect girl i've ever met. i lied to her for 1 months,didn't i? i'm horrible,but i didn't know how to tell her i honestly love her. i feel real love for her,is it bad? is it bad to love a girl? is it bad to love her? i don't know and i won't know. i just don't want her to leave me. i want her to stay with me until i die. i want her to hold my hand,pull me into a hug until i can talk. i love her .
