TO ALL THE BOYS I'VE LOVED BEFORE . ✓

my letter to all of you.

dear readers, 

hey.

yeah this story is over but i, and maybe many others, don't want your life to be over.

see, in this story, i took the " to all the boys i loved before "  ( lowkey whatever it is i've never read/saw whatever it was originally??? just the name inspired me so ) and gave a twist to it. and i know it went in a very depressive way, but i want to tell you :

suicide is never the answer.

it really isn't. it spreads the pain instead of ending it.

and i get it, life and the world will crush you down that fucking bad that your pinhole vision is put on self harm & suicide, and feeling worthless and other bullshit, but it really isn't the answer. and i get it, trust me, i still fucking struggle too but ending your life and hurting yourself isn't the answer.

fighting through & loving yourself is.

and you can make it, and you can go far, you just gotta push yourself through. yeah, it's really fucking hard and difficult, but you know what? it isn't impossible, you can do this , i believe in you . you got this .

i have suicide hotlines if you need any, just ask or hmu, and if you ever need someone or just want a friend, my inbox is always open.

just keep fighting.

i love you.

love,
the author.