Heart strings

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I wish fairys were real, i would've definitely asked to see in the future.
I've been waiting for so long to turn 17, i guess because at this stage you're as wild and free as an eagle, you're one step away from college and you already have your driving licence .

I begged my mother to let me hold a birthday party (Yes, i can assure you that my parents aren't the type to leave the house ln the weekend for no reason)
flashback:
me: "Oh mom come on, i always have good marks, hey i know you prefer me than Chloe, doesn't this cute face deserve a party just once ?"

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"I don't feel that comfortable , but at least i'm not wearing jeans ,right?" i asked Lina while checking my lacey mid-thigh dark blue dress.
"You're stunning, i'm sure you will impress everyone!" she answered, while she finished putting a rosy lipstick on her lips.
She was amazing (as usual) .
She managed to blow my hair perfectly,and did my makeup all natural .
"After all my hard work, i hope T will say something" she said and then started laughing.
"Shut up!", i felt my cheeks redened, i couldn't express my feelings for my long time crush. I guess Tom was the best guy i've ever known, even with his silly coments and annoying attitude, he was charming and caring.
"I guess we should go down stairs" i sighed.
, i've put blue and purple lights everywhere, got drinks . I selected the best pop/r&b music i knew, i wanted to have fun and forget everything, every problem and obstacle.
And then the party really started, Everyone was dancing including Lyna, Axel,tom and me.
We played cards and have i ever.. i even got to sing alone one of "arctic monkeys' songs.
i felt sweaty, my feet started to hurt( next time remind me to wear sneakers to a party)
When I went to grab a cup of water, i lost my friends. I spotted Tom talking to a girl from school, jealousy came over me so i decided to join them. Before i arrived he started kissing her intensly. I was shoked and so sad i felt terrible ,then someone's hand reached my elbow.
"HEY YOU, I've called your name 3 times!" screamed lyna because of the music.
As i stood silent she looked where i was looking and her eyes went big.
"Oh god! what is he doing?"she said. "Come with me, you need fresh air". She grabbed my arm and took me to the back yard. When i started to cry silently, she hugged me and comforted me.
I was sure of one thing , i needed to clear things beetween me and him.
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Almost everyone left, it was my chance to talk to my best friend.
i asked him to come to the back yard, it was now or never.
"Hey birthday girl, good job with the party i had a great time chloe, like always" he said, closing the distance between us.
"yeah,i need to tell you something T"i murmured.
"oh Damn i totally forgot to tell you, Guess who's Bella newboyfriend! she's such a hottie" he said, grinning from ear to ear.
"WHAT! you're dating her! since do you even know her? you never showed any interest in girls like her." i said. It was so difficult to control my emotions, i was in the verge of tears.
"Hoo! what's wrong with the angry voice. Who told you i don't know her , i even went on a date with her" he answered , a bit annoyed .
"Sorry i didn't mean to raise my voice" i apologized.
I felt stupid and hurt on the inside, now he was dating a girl, i couldn't even confess
my love life was over before it even started.
Partially, it was my fault, i should have talked a long time ago, i was afraid he'll say that he doesn't feel the same way and that i am just his bestie.

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