You must be wondering how I got to this point in life. Let me start from the very beginning. When I was a kid my mom was in depression and my dad was away . My mom abused me everyday. It was horrible. She took away my childhood and forced me to study and be well mannered. It was bad . My grandpa always stayed the week and went back home on the weekends. He could only save me for some time but my mom abused me anyway. She beat me and my sister - although she hardly beat my sister , she believed all the lies my sister said and never even asked me if I did it rather she just beat me - it was so bad that my mum threw me out of the house more than once. One day I was drawing with pencil on the wall instead of studying , mum saw that and abused me really bad , she also pressed a knife to my neck. From that day I realized I was worthless , and attempted to suicide more than once from the age of 5. A few years ago dad moved back home and mum stopped with the abuse. Still she always threw nasty comments.
No one cared about me as much as they cared about my sister, everyone loves her thought of me as the evil Mastermind . Everyone's first suspect is me for anything wrong. After I went to my new school I pretty much became emotionless . I gave up on life . I even tried to suicide . When my sister moved in with my dad in a new country and started school , she stopped eating , she became less cheerful. Dad noticed it immediately and told me to talk to her, but when mum told Dad that I stopped eating he said " she just wants to become thin " it hurt . They don't care about me they never did. The world is a cruel place. Watch out , no one else will protect you but yourself. I learned it the hard way.
" For the strength of the wolf is the strength of the the pack, and the strength of the pack is the strength of the wolf " it means the strength of an individual is their family and the strength of their family is the strength of the individual. In my case it was the family that weakend me . Life's not fair the good get hurt , the bad be happy.
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