Mama,
Do you know how much I miss you
Long for your touch and a loving word
Some advice on what to do
Cause right now I'm drinking until my words are slurred
To find a way to heal this void of being the person no one prefers,
This 21 year stand off between us is only increasing in hurt
But since I was old enough to remember all I've heard,
Was you telling me I have to much attitude
Two words cant be spoken without me being rude
All I ever wanted was love
Walls up now after 21 year I want you out
Your opinions but never your help
Your disapproval but never your banter
Makes me question the intentions of you cantor
I know you love me,
but can you love the parts of me that aren't you
The decisions and risks I'd take that you would't do.
Lift me up, to the heavens shout this is my daughter and I love her
Know thats shes not perfect but none shine brighter then her in my eyes
Mama feed me your wisedom make me wise
Show him how to confidently sway my thighs side to side
Like you do
No matter how old I get no one is more ravishing then you.
Mama, I just wish you loved me too
Missed me like
I miss you
