Love Hate Thing (Interracial) ON HOLD

Chapter 8

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Madison's POV

I couldn't sleep that night. All I could think about was the feel of his hands touching me, the feel of his mouth on mine. The feeling of the hot, bright fire burning deep down every time I thought of him. I don't know how I'd be able to face Jacob tomorrow. This couldn't be happening.

I should not be kissing my boss.

This shouldn't be happening anymore. Yes Jacob is fine as hell, yes he's a fucking fantastic kisser but I can't be doing this with my boss. With Lawrence's son. Plus I can't keep up with Jacob's fucking mood swings. This guy is bipolar as fuck. A relationship could complicate what's already been a horrible start and I didn't want that.

But you wanted that kiss though, my subsconcious reminds me. 

Shut the fuck up, dumb bitch, I say to her.

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Waking up and going to work the next day was a struggle. I didn't want to go to work and face Jacob. Jacob was extremely bipolar and he's a ticking time bomb. I have no idea if he'll be angry tomorrow about the kiss and if he'll completely blow up on me.

I got dressed in dark blue skinny jeans, and an blue sweater. I said goodbye to my mom and stepped out into the chilly morning air. Today was going to be a fucking trip.

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I stepped out of the elevator hold two steaming cups of coffee. I wanted to start the day off on a good note. I walked to Jacob's door and knocked. Great, he was on the phone. He looked up at me and put up a finger, signaling he'll be there in a second. 

I didn't want to be standing outside his door, holding two hot cups of coffee. He could have easily put the call on hold and opened the door for me in like four seconds. I was getting annoyed and impatient. 

I knocked on the door again, and put the showed him the steaming cups of coffee through the window. He looked at me through the window, annoyance clear on his face. He rolled his eyes, said something to the person on the other side, and then got up quickly to come and open the door.

I was about to rant at how he rolled his eyes, when I was holding a hot ass cup of coffee for him, but then I chose not to when I saw his outfit. He looked fucking amazing. Was it even legal to look that sexy? He was wearing a khaki pants, brown dress shoes and a blue flannel shirt.

I fucking loved when guys wore flannels. It was so sexy, it's casual but you can also dress it up. The blue really worked well on bringing out his green eyes. 

He opened the door and walked back to his desk without giving me a second glance. What the hell?

I swear sometimes, Jacob tests my patience. I feel as if the Lord is testing me with him, even though Jacob needs me to curse him out.

I took a deep breath and put a fake smile on my face as I set the his coffee down on his desk. I closed the door and then sat down on the chair and waited for him to complete his phone call to see if I could do anything for him.

''Hold on sir,'' I heard Jacob say into the receiver. He turned to look and me and whispered, ''What the hell are you doing just sitting there? Don't you have work to do? Leave me alone!'' 

I was stunned. What the fuck? Oh hell no. I opened my mouth to say something and I saw him quirk his eyebrow up in a way that said go ahead and respond and I'll fire your ass. I shut my mouth and I got up and quickly left his office in a haste. I was so upset and furious. I was enraged. I felt my blood boil. This motherfucker was so fucking rude. 

I sat down in my plush office chair and saw that I had a stack of work to do. I don't know why but I felt tears prickling my eyes. This was complete bullshit and I felt so overwhelmed right now. I just couldn't believe what happened. My chest was going up and down pretty rapidly since I was trying to catch my breath. 

I took a few minutes to calm myself down and then began on the gigantic stack of paperwork I was supposed to do.

I didn't know why I felt so hurt. Maybe it was the kiss, I guess I thought he'll change his arctic ways and be nicer, but I was wrong. If I didn't need this internship I would have left. I can't deal with all this extra baggade and stress. Working with Lawrence was never this difficult, he wasn't a problem. He was a sweet, kind-hearted old man. I can't even believe this piece of shit was his son. Lawrence never once raised his voice to me but it seems that's all Jacob does.

I was half way through the stack of papers when I noticed my lunch break was coming up. I started to gather up my things when I heard the door to Jacob's office open. I froze. For some reason I was scared as hell. The hair on the back of my neck stood up. My breathing became uneven.

''Would you like to join me for lunch?'' I heard his deep voice say. 

I had to stifle my laughter. Was this guy serious? What the hell was wrong with him?

''No.'' I simply replied.

''Well why the hell not?'' I could sense he was getting agravated but I didn't care. He made me agravated and he didn't seem to give a damn.

''Because you are bipolar. I do not want to be in the same room as you. I don't need to feel your wrath.'' I said coldly. I finished putting my things away and grabbed my bag. I got up and started to make my way to the elevators untile he grabbed me by the hand and spun me around to face him.

If he said one more thing to make me even more upset, I swear I'm going to slap the shit out of him. 

''What? Don't you have your lunch to be getting to?'' I hissed. I don't care if my behavior was out of line, he made me mad so I wasn't going to pretend to be okay with it.

''You're cute when you're mad.'' he chuckled. He stepped around me and went to the elevator and left me standing there, dumbfounded with my mouth open.

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A/N: I hope it's not too short lol. I'm sorry about the infrequent and slow updates but I've been so busy and I didn't have a lot of access to a computer this summer. School will be starting on Monday so updates will come even slower. 

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