The Torcher Cell

Chapter 6 - (And so I cut my Hand off..)

Chapter 6

I sat their stationary,and looked at the table ,that minion Finn had placed in front of me.There was a giant size plate ,beside it was  a thin, sharp-edged, metal blade fitted with a handle,which was the size of the similar dagger that probably butchers use.Samuel stood at my right side,Finn at left.Elli was made to stand at the door's entrance and watch me kill myself.Her eyes looked even more scared than mine.

''So if I cut my arm?you let me go?''

''Yes,but it needs to be a proper cut,your arm should not be attached halfway to your hand or hanging down your body,it should be seperated from your body,now cut it fom the elbow side,quickly we dont have much time.

''I dont like Kristen,Raven,I love her'',16 year old Raven read out aloud.

''Will you please listen to me?! Bill has called me approximately 10 times since yesterday,and believe me girl each call was around for 4 hours,he spoke hours to me just about you and that how much he likes u ,infact loves you '!

Raven wouldnt stop talking about Bill.Apparently there was a rumor in whole school that Mr. Bill from our batch was totally in love with me since the beginning of the session,and basically everyone knew it but me .I mean sure he is a handsome lad,but frankly speaking I never thought of him and me being together,he was way more smarter,goodlooking guy.I felt that I just didnt suit with him,I am a mediocore and he is the dashing good looking nerdyy kid of school.He could get any girl ,then why me?

''Kristyy? did you even hear what I have been talking about this whole time?!''

''Umm yes ,its just that I dont know Raven;I mean i do like him a lot too,or like how he says love but ..'

''But nothing'',she took out my cellphone from the bag and handed it in my hand.''Please Kristen,give it a try,he is a very sweet guy''.

I didnt had the guts to call him.I guess i was shy,so I decided to send a text message instead . ''I love you''.yes thats what I typed.In less than few seconds,my phone vibrated and Bill's name flashed on my screen.

''Oh my god,raveee,he texted me back!''

''open it open it!'',Raven screamed with excitement.

I took a deep breath as I opened my inbox ''and I love you way more than you can imagine, Kristen Savanah ''

My heart skipped a beat I thought,my cheeks turned red as I blushed, Raven hugged me tightly from behind.

''CONGRATULATIONS KRISTEN SAVANNAH''.

I came back to where I actually was from my fantasy land.I couldnt figure out what was difficult for me,the fact that I am about to suffer an incredible amount of  immense intolerable physical pain with no reason and no medical facility or the pain that my heart was suffering because of Bill's betrayal .This was the moment when I had finally realised that now I only have Bill's memories with me.He is not interested in me anyore ,or maybe he never was.Maybe this all was a lie.I was about to cut my arm for this person? who left me hanging to get killed by his psychotic cousins.and he didnt even bother about it? Does he even know where am I,whats happening to me?Or is he too selfish and involved within himself and his work?

''Kristen,hurry up I SAID'',Samuel cried in a high pitched tone.

I picked up the knife as my fingers shook, feeling empty at stomach...With that I placed the sharp edged blade halfway at my arm and went for it.The next thing, I felt was few seconds away from my death.The room filled with mine and Elli's scream ,as my half hand hanged down from the elbow.I was fainting as blood poured down my hand  nonstop..everything was blurry.my blood was forming into a big red pool on the floor.Elli rushed towards me with a big white towel,and started stitching my hand back again.She was crying and screaming but that didnt seem to make her squeamish about the situation.As for me ,I didnt even have any energy to cry or scream.By now,I wasnt just mentally tortured but also physically.Samuel grinned and I noticed Finn had gone by now.I wasnt able to cut my hand properly as I am right-handed.Even with a sharp knife ,I had difficult in completing the deadly task.By now ,I just wanted to die ...I didnt want any stitches or even live like that ,I just wanted to die.