Magcon Preferences & Imagines

Jack Gilinsky

"We can't be together, anymore." Jack said looking away from me.

"Are you serious? You're just going to throw away three years of us?" I asked as tears streamed down my face.

"Im scared, okay. If we continue to date while I'm on tour you might find someone better than me." He said as a tear slipped from his eye.

I cupped his face in my hands, "Jack, there is no one better than you. You treated me like a princess even when I pushed you away. I need you. Please don't do this." I cracked.

"I'm sorry, Emma, it's the only way." He said.

I shook my head and stood up and walked home with tears streaming down my face. I opened the door to my apartment and ran up the stairs. I locked my door and crawled into bed. I cuddled against my teddy bear and cried.

I can't believe him. I gave him three years of my life and he just threw it away like it meant nothing to him. I thought he was different from all the other but I guess he proved me wrong. I hate him, I never want to see him again.

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It's been three months since Jack and I broke up and he would call and text every day and night. I would ignore his calls. I've been going out with some of my friends and I've been really enjoying myself.

"Emma! Come out with us!" Sam said through the phone.

"I think I'll just stay home." I said as I pulled on my sweats.

She sighed, "whatever, Em."

I chuckled as she hung up. I walked down the stairs and there was a knock on the door. I groaned and trudged to the door. I opened it and saw I had a package sitting in front of my door.

I picked up the package and carried it into the living room. I sat down on the couch and opened the package. When I opened it, I saw a rose, a card, and an iPad. I picked up the rose and smelled it. I picked up the iPad and unlocked it. When I unlocked it, a video started playing.

It had pictures of Jack and I. I paid close attention to the song in the background. I watched the video as tears welled up in my eyes.

"Missed calls and ignored texts, late night I'm staying up stressing, girl I got you on my mind, swear this happens every time," Jack's voice sung through the speaker as more pictures appeared on the screen.

I watched until the end of the video and I had tears streaming down my face. I set down the iPad and picked up the card.

Emma,

I'm sorry, I never meant to hurt you. You were just perfect to me and I thought that I wasn't good enough for you. I thought when I went on tour you'd find somebody better than me. I was stupid to ever let you go. I know you won't take me back after I threw away three amazing years with you. I just want you to know that I love you, always and forever.

- Jack

I grabbed my phone and checked my messages and voice mails. I scrolled through every message and shed more tears. I listened to my voice mails and the last one broke my heart.

"Emma, it's Jack J. You need to see Jack as soon as possible, he's miserable without you. He can't think straight, we had to cancel our last concert because he ran off stage. He hasn't eaten and slept in days. He's been crying himself to sleep at night. He's miserable without you. Please, call me back."

I dropped the phone and sat down on the bed. I can't believe it. After all this time he's finally realizing the pain he caused me. The pain I felt when he broke my heart. I picked my phone up off of the floor and called Jack J back.

"Emma, thank God!" He sighed.

"Jack, where is he?" I asked.

"We are at his house. Please, Emma he needs you." Jack said before hanging up.

I grabbed my hoodie and headed to Jack's house. It took me about ten minutes to get there since I ran most of the way. I walked up the stairs to his house and knocked on the door.

"Emma." Jack J said pulling me in for a hug.

I chuckled, "I missed you to buddy."

"He's upstairs." He said pulling away.

I walked up the stairs to his room and lightly knocked on the door. It was quiet for a few minutes before I heard soft sniffles and his heavy footsteps.

"Damn it, Jack. I said I wanted to be left al-" He trailed off.

"Emma." He said.

"Jack." I mocked.

He chuckled and wrapped his arms around me, "I love you so much. I promise to never do something so stupid again."

I held him tighter and snuggled into his chest. I leaned up and kissed his cheek. He smiled down at me and I smiled back at him.

"Jack, this isn't like you. You haven't eaten or slept in days." I said.

He put his head down and sighed, "I know, I know."

"All I could think about was you and how I hurt you. I'm sorry, I never meant it when I said we couldn't be together anymore. I need you to survive. You make me whole." He said.

I smiled, "that's the cheesiest thing I have ever heard but it's also cute."

"Come on." I said taking his hand.

I walked over to the shelf of DVDs and put in Aladdin. I crawled into bed with him and cuddled against his chest. I'm not going to lie, I missed him so much that I thought I wouldn't survive with out him.

"I love you, Emma." He said.

"I love you too, Jack." I said before pressing my lips to his.