My life has gotten better but worse at the same time, its weird. I lost my "bestfriend" when to be honest he wasn't my bestfriend. If he was he wouldn't of done half the shit he did. He caused me stress I didn't need, and caused me problems I didn't want. To me thats not a "bestfriend." We had good times together, but that friendship needed to end. But for the past week or so my life has been better, but on the inside I dont feel better at all. I still feel lonely like I always do, I still feel sad, depressed, emotionally wrecked. So I dont know. I just know I don't have to deal with bullshit anymore and that makes it a whole lot easier. I have a feeling my life is gonna get better soon. Hopefully it does.
