I can't take this faith anymore
You've left it on the floor
You've turned your back on me
And on your way, shut the door
You've made me realize my life has been broken in shards
You couldn't bother to pick that up, was it that hard?
Did you mean for me to be the way I am
Did you drop me down from the grasp of your hand
Or did I turn out this way because of me?
I don't know it or hear it
I still can't see
I've held it before, after, and when you were here
Happiness feels different, it felt like fear
Fear of not knowing what to do
When you've gained that happiness after all those tears
After you have left I was left in despair
For a week, happiness was left in the air
It faded away leaving me with hope
But is that hope useful when there's nothing to hope for
Are you still at my door
Have you thought about the floor
Have you turned your back from me and to the door
Am I too faithful and off of the floor
Or am I lying down crying behind a locked door
