i remember - j.jk

14;

i remember how everyday was boring,

i went to the doctor for a check up last month.

but i don't want to talk about it.

anyways,

i saw you and your girlfriend at the café that day.

i don't think you saw me.

your girlfriend definitely did though.

so she stayed after you left and came up to me.

i thought she was nice.

..before she started talking.

you know, i am never the kind to get so mad or jealous to ruin one's relationship, let along ruin my best friend's relationship.

she warned me to stay away from you blah blah blah, all that good drama stuff and i told her i wasn't interested in her relationship with you.

at all.

and i lied.

but she continued on about things i didn't care about.

i thought,

if i was your girlfriend, would i get this psycho and jealous to the point where i'd freak a girl out just for entertainment?

i thought your your bunny smile.

then your eyes.

and your passion about everything.

and i mentally nodded yes to myself and accidentally let out a chuckle.

i felt insane.

i guess your girlfriend heard that so she continued about your very interesting love life that i care so much about.

did you feel that sarcasm?

i was bored.

very bored.

so i looked outside.

and on the other side of the street.

i saw you, jungkook.

hugging and smiling at another girl.

i wonder if your girlfriend would be as hurt as i was to see that.

probably not.

so i looked away.