BATHROOM|| Jungkook x Lisa

Euphoria

Lisa walked out into the foggy and clouded parking lot. She squinted as she couldn't see anything around her. "Why is the fog so heavy tonight?"

She kept walking towards the car. She looked around her to make sure it was safe. After pressing the lock button to hear the car honk multiple times she found it across the street. She opened the car door and searched for the small box all over. "Where is it? I thought I put it into the compartment box."

~~inside the restaurant~~

Jungkook waited for Lisa to come back. "Lisa's been gone for a while." Jennie stated. "Maybe it's because of the fog." Jisoo continues to talk to Lisa's mom as if she were her own mom. "I'm gonna go outside and find her." The girls nodded and Jungkook left. He walked outside to the dense fog surrounding him.

In the distance he could see the small flash of Lisa's flashlight, searching for the box. "HAH!" He heard from across the street. "I finally found it." She closed the act door and locked it before turning around to see Jungkook standing there across the street with his hands folded.

"You took a long time." She smiled a little, "I'm sorry, I couldn't find it." She let out a small chuckle that Jungkook found cute. "Come on! Your mom's still waiting." Lisa gasped and smiled. "I forgot that I was trying to show her the gift!" She looked the door again and looked both ways before getting ready to run to Jungkook.

Jungkook smiled as he watched Lisa run to him then suddenly went blank. His eyes now dark and lifeless instead of sparkling and big. He watched as Lisa's body laid in the middle of the street. "L-Lisa." The car that had hit her kept on driving. It sped down the road as if nothing had just happened. "LISA!" He ran to her and held her hand frantically hoping she would open her eyes.

The girls who had heard a screech and then a sudden scream ran outside to see Jungkook holding Lisa in his arms while tears streamed down his face.

"OMG!" The girls all cried and started to fall 911. As they all cried they heard the ambulance in the distance. "You hear that Lisa, they're coming to pick you up. It'll be okay, it'll be okay." He rocked back and forth as the ambulance rushed out and put her onto a carrier.

Everyone sat in the ambulance and ran into the hospital. They immediately rushed her into the Emergency Room. They ran past many people who were recovering attracting attention. The girls all cried at the room next to the surgery room. Jungkook sprinted into the room but was removed by guards.

"LET ME IN!" He tugged and pulled, kicking his legs crazily, his hair flying in all directions with blood on his shirt. "YOU HAVE TO LET ME SEE HER!" The tried to hold him back as best as they could. "Jungkook, STOP!" Jennie yelled. He could see their faces full of tears, and pure sadness, and for the first time ever. He saw Jisoo cry.

She hugged Rosé who couldn't help but cry her heart out. Jennie who tried to calm him even though she as well couldn't contain her tears. Jisoo, has never cried in front of anyone, but at the moment she couldn't help herself.

Jungkook, finally stopping his giant outburst fell to the ground. "Why, why was it her, WHY!" The girls were startled as Jungkook stood up harshly and threw a chair.

"JUNGKOOK!" Jennie grabbed his hand. He threw her aside and screamed. "AHHHHHH" his scream filled the hospital. The girls stayed back out of fear of what he might do. He left the building and stood outside while screaming and throwing anything in his way. "DAMNIT, WHY, WHy, Why, why." He fell to the ground once more this time repeating the same thing. "Why her, why her," people walked around him as they felt scared of him. His hair was laid across his face messily and wild. His shirt and hands covers in blood, his veins showing from his outrage.

After calming down he walked back into the waiting room where the girls sat down. "I'm-" his voice was shaky, "I'm sorry." His voice hitched. "He looked up to see Namjoon. "Hyung-" tears started to fall from Jungkook's eyes again, "hyung. It's my fault, I shouldn't- I shouldn't." Jungkook was unable to speak.

Namjoon walked over and hugged him. Jungkook clawed at Namjoon's back as he sobbed. "Noonas. I'm sorry, I should've protected her, I-" they shook their heads. "No, it's not your fault." They all felt saddened as their dongsaeng cried harder than ever.

"It's not fair. She's been through too much, it should be my turn. I should've been hit. I should've gone to the car and brought the present for her mom. Why-" his voice was firm and angered, "why her."

Namjoon highed him tighter trying not to cry. "Jungkook, we're all sad here, you can't blame yourself."

Then the nurse walked out. Jungkook's body was so emotionally exhausted that it wa she's for him to even look her in the eye. "I'm- I'm sorry, she couldn't make it." The nurse walked back into the surgery room.

The girls cried and hugged as their cries filled the room. Namjoon offered emotional support to the girls. Jungkook say in his chair with no emotion. A single tear dropping down his face. He couldn't even talk. Then it was all black

He opened his eyes to a dark and starry night on top of a building. It had been 5 months since Lisa's death. Jisoo have birth, Rose and Jennie both got engaged to Namjoon and Jimin,,, Lisa's funeral. He looked out into the dark and cold night sky.

All those memories that he remembered, he remembered when he first met Lisa, the bathroom incident, the first date they went on, the time they played Never Have I Ever, their first kiss, the times he went over to her house just because, their first time, the day they got engaged. All those days rushed through his brain.

"Lisa. You were my First Love, First True Girlfriend, one of my best friends, my happiness, my sunshine, my Fiancé.... you were my Euphoria."

His lidded eyes looked back up to the night sky before he spread his arms, one hand holding a small necklace with Lisa's engagement ring on it. He closed his eyes, and let go of all his worries.

He smiled and through of Lisa before stepping off the edge of the building.

"You are the cause of my Euphoria."