shades of purple

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monday, 1:43 a.m

'hi, i know it's been hard for you lately, but i'm here to listen if you want. just please stop ignoring me? i wasn't going to say it but, i love you. call me back'
every word in the voicemail rang through gee's ears and it made him shake. he knew the boy had good intentions and it pained him to not talk to him, or answer the late night calls. he thought long and hard then he opened the contact for the boy.
he read the name over and over.
bren💫
why did this boy make gerard feel the way he did. why couldn't he just delete the number and move on?
his heart wanted him to call the boy. "what if i say the wrong things and cry to him again? he doesn't want to hear what's been paining me since last thursday." gee thought, "maybe calling him is worth the risk and things will feel better?" fuck it. it rung 3 times before the boy picked up 'hello? gee?' "hey bren" 'are you ok? i've been worried sick' "yeah i'm sorry. i've been thinking alot." 'what about baby?' "i'm just scared to go to school tommrow, you know with fr-" 'i know, maybe we can sit together again in our classes? only if you want.' he thought for a minute, he bit his bottom lip then said "yeah. i miss you anyways"