Why is it so hard to convince myself that I am not my thoughts
Why is it so hard to make myself believe that it's not my fault
Why is it so hard to believe in myself; believe that I will get better someday
Why do I wake up in the morning with a sinking feeling in my chest that makes me want to throw up
Why do I have to keep myself distracted to get through the day
Why when someone asks me what's wrong; I can't find the right words to say
Why does it hurt like hell one minute and next minute it's absolutely numb
I want to feel alive
I want to feel like I'm growing
Becoming a better person
I don't want to have these mental breakdowns
I don't want to have to feel like this
Will the hurt ever go away?
Will I ever get better?
