I don't know who to talk to.
I've got all these things inside of me and I want to shout out and tell everyone how much I'm hurting.
But what good will that do?
They'll be supportive for a while but later on they'll just get sick of hearing you say the same things everytime.
Every episode a repeat of the last.
I said I would change
No
I swore I would change then why do I always find myself back in square one?
Why can't I learn to appreciate what I have?
Why can't I learn to appreciate you?
Have I really become this selfish?
All I do is push you to your limit..
Then you burst out and we're just not the same anymore.
I want to cry. I want to tear everything apart.
I just want someone to know that it's not easy for me to be me..
I'm trying..
But it's not good enough..
I don't want to be me anymore
