but i still want you; bk 2 || j.jk series ✓

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"Break fast is ready!" Jiwon shouted.

You yawned and came down, dragging yourself.

"Good morning, Yujinie," Jiwon greeted you.

"Morning," you said as you yawned.

Jungkook and Taehyung were sitting on the couch, watching TV. Jungkook yawned.

"Didn't you sleep last night?" Jiwon asked you as she noticed that both you and Jungkook were yawning.

"I did, but I felt hungry in te middle of the sleep, so I was awake half the night," you said.

"Did Jungkook do anything to you?" Jiwon said with a louder voice to make it loud enough for her brother to hear.

"Ahaha, no. We were good," you said as you smiled lightly, trying to cut off your sleepish mood.

Jiwon didn't believe you.

Jungkook stared at you both.

"Oh okay," Jiwon hesitantly said.

Jungkook was surprised at your words. He raised his left brow and shifted his gaze to the TV.

Four of you gathered in the dinning table, and took your seats. Jungkook and you were seating face to face. Taehyung and Jiwon at the same position. Taehyung was beside you, and Jiwon was beside Jungkook.

You guys began eating your food. Your preferred oats with milk every morning and a glass of fresh orange juice.

You took a spoon full of oats and milk and then put it in your mouth.

On the other hand, Jungkook tickled your feet using his toe. He thought he would just take fun from it. But...

You couldn't help it, but choke on your food. You drank plenty of water to help yourself to recover.

You could recall the time when the same incident happened when you went to Jungkook's house for the first time.

Your food was about to get stuck in your throat, that's why you wanted to drink some water. When you were taking your sip, Jungkook tickled your legs with his toe, which caused you to choke hard. You spit on your food, and coughed like crazy.

[Source from 'But I Still Want You' Book 1]

You were haunted by that memory. Your eyes went wide and watery, due to excessive choking. You thought your throat might bleed.

Even others were able to recall that time.

"Hey Yujin! You alright?" Taehyung asked as he got up from his seat and held your arms.

You turned your head and gave Jungkook a death glare. Your eyes were deep and sharp as a needle. You iris was just half visible, with the eye ball almost tearing up. You were panting hard.

You took another glass of water. You stared at the glass for a moment and then shifted your eyes at Jungkook. You splashed the water on Jungkook's face.

(A/n: Shitue)

Jungkook flinched as you did so. He furrowed his brows and looked at you with an angry expression.

"My heart is stronger than yours," you said as you pierced your eyes with his.

You got up from the chair, and were about to go upstairs.

Jiwon and Taehyung exchanged their worried looks.

"Yujin, finish your food at le-"

"I think I'm full already," you cut Jiwon off.

You headed upstairs.

Jungkook didn't even wipe the water off his face. He kept on looking at your figure disappearing as you went upstairs. He wondered what you've just done.

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Your POV

I know Jeon Jungkook, that you fucking hate me. But there's no point of showing your hatred in front of Jiwon and Taehyung. At least let them stay together in peace? I know we both will never end up together, no matter how much we try, how much others try to put us together, but why ruin Taehyung and Jiwon's life? Let them be happy and not live a disastrous life like ours?

End of your POV

You were babbling all these in the room, sitting on the bed.

Suddenly the door open hard. Jungkook came walking quickly towards you. He raised his hand and was about to slap you. You didn't stop him.

....

Your face turned right as his palm pressed against your cheek and then released. Your face was red and the mark visible.

"Try to be courageous in front of everyone? Try to show how much power you possess? Try to show that you're nothing less than me?" Jungkook shouted at you as he clenched his teeth, "Listen, don't try to act smart infront of me. I swear it's gonna be bad for you."

"What if I do? Kill me?" you said as you slowly raised your head upwards and then bring it to the normal position.

Jungkook was panting. He was still in a horrible mood.

"What if I say that I will?" Jungkook tested you.

"Then it's okay. Leave it all upon me. I think I can kill myself better than you can. At least it's gonna be worthy. You don't need to waste your precious energy and time, just to smash a shit like me," you said as you smirked.

You left the room after tilting your head side wards.

Jungkook was standing there, clenching his fists.