but i still want you; bk 2 || j.jk series ✓

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Narrator's POV

Taehyung and Jiwon weren't home this morning. They've gone out without informing anyone.

You were dusting the furniture in your room. You looked into the cupboard and cleaned it inside.

You couldn't tolerate so much dust. It caused you to sneezed several times. You still continued to clean it.

Yujin's POV

Jiwon is not home today, so I think I'll have to clean everything in the house. She didn't even inform me where she went off with Tae and when they're gonna come back. Anyways let's see.

I kept on doing my chores.

Suddenly, I felt something crawl on my waist.

As soon as I looked down at my waist, I saw fingers walking. I guessed that it was Jungkook, it really was.

I didn't look back. He moved his fingers to my belly. I didn't tell him anything because I knee that he'd go away if I ignore him. I really need to finish all the work.

Jungkook, right that instant, pulled my backwards to him. My back bumped into his chest as he did so. He rested his chin on my shoulder. He soon started rubbing his nose against my neck.

"Can you not work now?" Jungkook whispered.

"No. I need to finish all these," I said.

He didn't say anything.

He gripped my shoulders and turned me towards him to face him. I gave him a look trying to make him understand that I really need to work. But he didn't listen.

He cupped my face, and pinched my cheeks with his thumbs. His look got softer than it was few seconds ago. He gulped and looked straight at me.

"I was really harsh with you all this time, right?" Jungkook asked as he tried to smile at me lightly, but it seemed to be fading at the corners. He pursed his lips as he kept his head low.

"So you realised this thing after decades?" I asked him back, trying not to make the situation dull or awkward.

He sighed. His grip on my face got stronger.

"I know I wasn't able to be a good husband to you, and I know that I won't be able to be one to you," Jungkook said as he looked at me, "I couldn't take care of you well, but instead, I just kept on hurting your feelings."

I paused. Why the hell is he saying all these to me? Now?

"Well, isn't that too obvious?" I said.

Jungkook let out a deep breath and tried to calm himself down.

"Look, stop acting like a bitch. Cuz you yourself even never acted like a good wife," Jungkook complained.

I looked at him for a second.

"Really Jungkook? You roamed around with some other girl and I tolerated it. You kept on saying everything you wanted to, but I never protested against your words. I got myself into a job just to keep you happy. You'll still say that I'm not a good wife?" I explained.

"Yes I will," Jungkook as he pouted, making a straight eye contact.

I looked at him with a 'why' expression.

"It's because," Jungkook said, but paused.

"Because?" I asked, showing eagerness to know.

"You never loved me," Jungkook was very straight forward, and let go of me as he sighed.

I gulped.

"Right. As if you ever did," I said as I rolled my eyes.

Jungkook's eyes turned soft, as he frowned his brows.

"Look, first of all," I started explaining, "you yourself that you hate me and it's impossible for you to tolerate me. And also, you said that although your mom said that you can give me all the love I need, but you claimed that you can never do so, or even don't want to, so that proves that you-"

I suddenly got cut of when,

I felt a soft pair of lips pressing against mine...