My Lover (NOT3S)

Part 11

The 3 last hours passed by so fast and it was time for the trials, the guys and I are all gonna hang out later on in my house so they all came to the cheering trials with me and later I have to go to the basketball trials with them.

I was very calm and positive about the trials after all I'm veeery confident but when I saw Not3s, his squad and Mabel I lost control.
- Eryn?
-huh
- is it too late to turn back now? I asked still looking at them
- what are you talking about? Eryn stopped walking to turn and face me
- I mean..... I don't think it's a good idea plus we don't have time for this. I lied
- wanna tell me the truth now? She said crossing her arms over her chest
- it's just....you know....Not3s is there and his friends and Mabel and he's the football team captain and if I make it to be the cheerleaders captain you know what that means. I explained and I could already notice Not3s eyes on me
- so you're going to back off?
- yes?
- who are you? You are not the Hope I met some months ago (let act like a couple months have passed) the Hope I know is a reckless bitch from the hood and the only thing bothering her is fame , not stupid spoiled girls or ex's or popularity and if she has to be mean she is , but this is not her... was all she said before leaving and going to write her name down for the trials. She is right though, what's happening to me? Because this is definitely not me.

- Hey. someone said from behind me
- Hi Z
- you alright?
- yeah . It's true that I have a strong bond with the boys but I don't really know them that much even though we've spent a lot of time together so I don't feel like sharing how I feel with them.
- you know.... even though we don't know each other so well you can talk to me. He said sitting on the grass and patting the spot next to him for me to sit and I did.
- ugh thing is after what happened with Not3s it's just feels weird being around him and his friends and the Mabel just stands there and I know she wants to laugh at me but she play angel for Not3s and knowing how I am I would never allow something like this to ever happen cause you know , I'm me..... I guess this place has changed me. I poured my feelings out
It felt so good having someone to listen to me.
- See I don't have any experience to give you an example but I think you have a lot of things going on that you just focus on them and not on yourself and now that you have to focus on your self and believe in yourself you just don't know how to do it. He said looking at me straight in the eyes
- Now listen to me . He said holding my jaw gently
- you are gonna go there pass in front of all those people maybe even say hello? And act like the ego queen you are .
-I'm not a ego queen I just love myself to much . I laughed at his comment
- yeah right , ok , and whatever happens don't worry because even though you might not believe in yourself right now..... I do so go . And with that I felt as powerful as ever it was magical i turned over and saw Zion leaving.
- hey . I stopped him and hugged him with all my strength
- thanks I needed that
- sure now go get them bitches and show them who's the boss over here. He said giving me a kiss in the forehead and pushing me towards the group of people getting ready for the trials with a big smile on his face.

Zion Kuwonu P.O.V.

- what was that? Edwin asked once I sat back down
- what was what?
- oh come on Z you guys looked like you were having a deep ass convo down there
- She just needed some words of motivation and someone to listen to her. I explained truthfully
-yeah right

Hope P.O.V.

Ok Hope you got this Everyone believes in you , well on Zion but yeah ok I can do this , sure I can I'm me lmao , I'm so lame
- I thought you were backing off. Eryn says once I start stretching next to her
- Not today. Was all I said

After 5 minutes of stretching I notice Not3s and his friends haven't stopped looking at me since I entered the field so I decided to go talk to them after all they are all in the football team I would have to talk to them sooner or later
- was up boys? I said greeting all of them except from Not3s and notice that Mabel is now watching
- Nothing much how about you? Chris I think answered
- yeah haven't talked to you in a while. Andreu adds
- well you know chilling, busy doing parties, Chance and the Migos are still around so....
- hey wasn't your uncle supposed to visit ? Mark pops in
- yeah but he didn't I don't know why. I explained
- is everything cool with you guys?
- definitely
-so....... Chris starts again and when he starts that way you know he's gonna be pervert
- watch you mouth. I warned
- I heard you had a little date with THE Quavo himself. He said ignoring the fact Not3s was disturbed by what he said
- yeah I did but you're not getting anything out of me
- oh come on just one question . He pleaded
- ugh shoot
- did you fuck
- nooo gosh what's wrong with you
- ok ok sorry
I kept talking with the guys until Coach came over and announced that we were about to start , mabel tried joining the convo but the boys kept shutting her out which seemed funny to me and make me notice they didn't like her and we'll Not3s just sat there looking.

- ok so last but not least Hope Adeleke your presentation. Coach called and i came out and put the music blocking every thought and stare out while dancing when I was done everybody was going crazy , i guess i did better than I imagined.

- ok now you have to choose your captain for the last few years Mabel has been doing a job
- a great job. Mabel interrupted
- a job, so if you want her to keep being your captain do absolutely nothing if you want a new captain raise your hand.
Next thing I know even the football team were raising their hands so I guess indeed was doing a job.
-So seeing you all want a new captain write in a piece of paper the person you want as captain and drop it in here. Coach said showing her table ,funny thing was I already knew who the captain will be
- ok and you new cheerleader captain is........Hope . And once again everyone go wild I think I can get use to this and this is short of what I was running from in the fame life so what about if I give it a chance?

After the trials were done we went to the boys own and Chris , Andreu and Mark decided to come with us so things turn out as Me being the cheerleader captain, Eryn as co-captain, Not3s as football team captain and Chris as co-captain , Zion as basketball team captain and Brandon as co-captain , we head back to my house in separate cars and just chilled in the pool ,Chance and the rest were out so it was just us telling jokes while eating in the pool.

- Shorty we're back!!!!
- where you at lil mama? I heard Chance and Guapo yell from the living room I've been asked a lot of times how do I manage to hear them since the house is so big and I'm outside but I don't know I just do
- In the pool!!!!! I yelled back
- who are you talking to? Mark asked
- you'll see
- ey was up? Guapo entered dabbing everyone except me and Eryn
- good where's everyone?
- here . Everybody came out one by one
- you guys smoke? Was the first thing Take off asked before passing his durag to Chris and then Andreu and then Mark
- yeah sure go ahead and get my friends high. I said
- shut up .he playfully pushed me
-want some? Quavo who had me sitting between his legs asked me
- What's that henny? I asked
- yeah
- Nope
- how did you know it was henny? Andreu asked
- I live with them I know what they drink .

We all just sat there talking, laughing it's was fun but I had to go
- Hey chance can I talk to you for a sec?
- Was up? He asked once we were on the kitchen
- So I was thinking and I think it's time I grow up
- Hope speak normally I'm not getting you
- I'm ready to get out there like for good I don't care about the paparazzi I want to do it. I said
- you for real? He was surprised
-yeah so what you say?
- the bet awards are tonight wanna come with me? He said with a wide smile
- hell yeah!! I said hugging him
- well uh..... I have to be somewhere so if you don't mind I gotta go. I said running out of the house me into one of his cars, I parked outside the coffee shop and went inside and there was him waiting patiently

- hey....
-hi......
-so you wanted to explain?
-uh.....yes
-I'm listening
-Ok so see Mabel.......I.......We.......
-some day , today
- I love you

Haven't edit it so sorry for the mistakes
This is the longest chapter I've written hope you like it , thanks for the support and what do you think will be her reaction???