Behind Blue Eyes // d.j.s. & z.d.h.

Thirteen {R's & Z's POV}

Zach;

What if I did something wrong? What if I messed up and it resulted in the love of my life getting sick, or even pregnant? I mean, I want a family, but not now! And she would keep it, if this was to happen. We don't have the heart to do that. WHAT WOULD HER FAMILY THINK?! EBEN WOULD KILL ME! Okay, not literally.

"Hey, babe? If-"

"Stop, if this was happening, I would make sure we take care of it. I can't have my first be something I regretted." She whispered to me, since it was still really early and the boys and Marie were still sleeping. She cuddled herself into me, us fitting together perfectly, like our bodies were made for each other. My mind kept racing with 'what if' scenarios, her words about how we would take care of this, and the thought of us being a family bringing a smile to my sleepy face. I decide that I had done enough thinking for one night, plus it was almost three in the morning. I'll just take an energy drink later, I'll be fine for the show. I pull her closer to me, since she kinda drifting from not having the strength to hold on to me in her sleep, and after giving her a kiss on the forehead, fall asleep myself.

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I feel someone open the curtain, but I'm not fully awake to react, so I just let it all happen. The curtain closed and then I heard a sigh. Another curtain opened and closed, who would be doing this? I heard that same sigh, just a bit more pronounced this time. Then the main curtain that kept the light from coming into the bunk area opened and closed. Suddenly a very agitated Daniel huffs, "Why can't we just talk out on the couches?! I was comfortable and I had her in my arms! She is finally into me, and you have to go and fuck with that?! What kind of brother would do that?!" It must be the Seavey's, Daniel and Tyler. I reach for one of the two phones charging in the pocket of the wall, and flip it so it's facing me. I press the on button and see the time, 08:38. I got about five hours of sleep, not bad. "I can't believe you would want me to fake being with Marie, and all for what, money?! I can't believe I thought this would be a decent idea. You're such a fucking idiot, thinking I would actually go with your stupid plan for a grand a month. I'm telling her when she wakes up, I can't deal with this. I can't lie to the love of my life."

"Daniel, you barely know her! You really think you're so grown up and mature, but the truth is that, this will help your reputation, and the band's. Think of them, they love you and you're willing to hurt them. You'll only have to keep it up for a few months, maybe a year? Just let the band take off, you just dropped your first album, don't ruin that by letting your ego get in the way." Damn, Tyler is really asking Daniel to do this. I've heard of people doing this for money, but never actually encountered it in my real life. I felt some shuffling next to me.

"Babe, be quiet, don't ask." I whispered to her and recovered her in the blanket that slipped off of her. I felt her nod against my skin and suddenly her breathing went back to the steady pattern it was before, she had fallen back asleep. 

"You're such a fucker. You know how much I love them. You, of all people, shouldn't be the one blackmailing me. I would expect this from an ex, but my own brother. That just makes it even worse. You're so lucky I love those guys will all of me." Daniel sighed a big breathy sigh filled with furry and then I heard the curtain almost rip, oh shit. I've never heard him this mad. My phone dinged and my heart started beating so hard and fast. I heard Tyler walk out and off the bus, so I grabbed my phone and checked it.

Twitter 08:58
SeaveyDaniel tweeted: can't wait for the show tonight!
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I can't believe what I just heard, and how is he fine? I would have be so pissed if someone told me to fake date the girl that I loved, just for money. And Tyler was tricking him into doing it, that's a whole new level of low. I have to tell Marie, she has to know she's being played. I decided to tweet because I know I'm not gonna be able to fall asleep 

Zach • Why Don't We | @ImZachHerron | 08:59
good morning, Portland!
5.19k likes | 3.21k retweets | 4.39k replies

Rhyann;

"He doesn't love you. He got you fucked up and now he's gonna drop you." A faceless voice said, taunting me as I sat there defenseless. I looked around for something to use to protect myself, but it was me against a faceless voice, what could I do to fight against it? Soon the voice started to get a body, and a face, followed by a stronger, meaner voice. 

"No, no, no, no." I shot up like an arrow in the bunk, hitting my head on the top of it. I looked around rapidly, looking for my boyfriend. Tears streaming down my face, I didn't see or feel him next to me. I started to worry, what if that wasn't really a dream, but my subconscious telling me what had just happened. Had he really left me? I stripped the blankets from my body and jumped out of the bunk, my body slamming into the floor because, ya know, these things called inertia and gravity. I heard loud footsteps rush over to me, pulling me from the floor. I realized that we were moving, we must be headed to the venue. 

"Are you okay?!" I felt the person's strong arms wrap around me in a protective and comforting manner. It was Jonah, my bear Jonah. 

"Where's Z-Zach?" I leaned into him, wrapping my arms around him. 

"In the back room watching a movie or playing a game with Ja-" I let go and ran towards the back room where they kept their clothes and such, but there was also a bed and tv back there. After I basically break the door, I jump onto the bed where he was. I wrapped my arms around him and leaned into kiss him. He was tense and I realized that his arms were stronger. I immediately pulled away, with hands over my face as I looked at who's lap I was sitting on.

"I think this belongs to you." Jack picked me up and set me on Zach. I was speechless, I just did that.

"I-"

"You thought it was me, I assumed so. Unless, my girlfriend and best friend have been being sneaky and freaky." He laughed and paused the movie, pulling my stiff body into his. 

"You know I would never do that, I mean, I would never do that intentionally."

"I would." Marie jumped on Jack and firmly wraps her limbs around him.

"And this belongs to you." Jack peels Marie away from him and sets her in Daniel's lap.

"TAYLOR SWIFT WHO?!" I laughed with Marie and Zach going in. "I ONLY KNOW THIS GEORGE WASHINGTON LOOKIN' ASS BITCH!"

"Okay, we're almost to the venue, so that means we have shit to do in about three hours." Jonah walked in and laid across the pile of bodies.

"Get off, you space cow. Gosh! You're so fucking heavy." I pushed him off my legs and earned a glare from Jonah.

"Don't say Gosh's name in vain, how many times do I have to tell you?!" Corbyn peeped his head in, adding to the pile of bodies.

"SoOrRyYyY!" I let my tense body relax against Zach since it was starting to cramp and a big sigh slipped as the air was being stolen from my lungs by the weight of everyone on top of me. "Mkay, get off of me before Zach is left without a breathing girlfriend."

"GET UP NOW!" Zach pushed everyone off of me erupting in a chorus of whining. Marie hang onto Daniel and it was just me, Zach, Daniel, and Marie on the bed. Everyone else was on the floor.

"Fuck you, Zach." Jonah stood and helped Corbyn up from the floor.

"You're not my type, but thanks for the offer."

"Jonah is everyone's type, stop playin'." I nudged his shoulder and shifted in my spot, almost falling off the bed.

"She's not wrong, Jonah is hot. No one can deny that." Now my own family is going against my own words.

"Why don't you go fuck him then?"

"I rather not." Marie laughs and sits up on Daniel's lap. 

"You better not be." Daniel pulls her back into him and kisses the top of her head. I look down at Zach and see him glaring at them. Grabbing his chin and turning his face to look at me. I give him a questioning look and he just rolls his eyes at me. I think the fuck not.

"Tell me later." He closes his eyes and sighed, knowing I wasn't going to give up.

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HEY THIS TOOK SO LONG

18:13 10.09.18

rhyann :)